"Do you still love him?" They ask me. How do answer this? How can I answer this? All I can say is "I don't know." Because I really don't. But I know there's something about him I can't seem to let go. That I can't move on from. I have missed him everyday over these last 2 years. I still always think about him and wish he was still in my life. Cause when he was in my life, I was at my best. Nobody quite understands how much I miss him and how much it still hurts somedays. My stomach still drops and I still go numb every time I see him. I wish it'd stop. We've somewhat talked on and off lately and we wave at each other in the hallway again, I guess it's a start. A part of me just wishes the reason I can't move on and forget is because one day he'll come back..