#allthingsbeautifulandconfusing

[honeysucklebuttons]

Duuuuuude! Just watched your video and wow...just wow. I'm soooooo happy for you and oh man... We just need to catch up sometime. You sound amazing and look like you're having a great and smooth transition so far. I'm soooo stoked about the progress you've made and the sweet stuff you have to look forward to as well.

YO DUDE THANKS! I can’t wait to see you since you’re back now! We’ve got lots to catch up on for sure!

[staycalmandalwayskeepsmiling]

SUPRISE!!!

Got the best surprise ever tonight. After almost 2 months of not really hearing much from Kaden except the 2 updates he made, he messaged me on Facebook!! My first reaction was that someone was playing some kind of joke and hacked his account. But come to find out, it was him. He had gotten back to the NOLS campo that they stayed at the first few nights before setting off on the 45 day mountaineering expedition part of his course.

I was super excited to hear from him to say the least. I really haven't had any time to really miss him over the past few weeks with finals right around the corner. Not saying I didn't and don't miss him everyday but it just has kind of been in the back of my mind. It was really nice to be able to talk to him for even the 20 minutes we did. 

I then looked at my calendar and realized that it is DECEMBER!!! The time has just been flying by. Where have I been? I know that I have been counting down the days until he comes home but it seems strange to have him coming home in 21 days. I guess I have finally gotten used to the fact of him not being here with me and the same goes for all of my other friends that went off to college. This has been one of the things that I had a lot of trouble getting adjusted to for the last few months.

It was also really nice to have my two best friends back for Thanksgiving break last week. I really miss being the three musketeers with my girls and can't wait for our whole group to be back together for New Years Eve.

Just letting you know that I love every single one of you. Whether I know you in person or you just decided to hit the follow button because you are an insane person who doesn't mind all my randomness on your dash, you all mean so much to me!! Love and good vibes all around :) <3

[staycalmandalwayskeepsmiling]

Well...

Today is November the 17th, 2014. 10 months ago today, I started dating the sweetest, most caring and kind man I have ever known. I love him and miss him so much right now its crazy. The good thing is that he will be home in 37 days. I can't believe how fast this year has gone by. I can't wait to see him again. I love you Fitzy!!!

[staycalmandalwayskeepsmiling]

"We sound like car full of squirrels!!!" Pretty much sums up our night.

[honeysucklebuttons]

God I love these

Maybe I just like answering questions I don't know

THANKS, FALLYN

Rule 1: Always post the rules.
 Rule 2: Answer the questions the person that tagged you has written and write 11 new ones. 
 Rule 3: Tag 11 new people and link them to your post. 
 Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them

1. Where is your dream vacation?

Anywhere in Europe, Asia, or maybe Canada. I don't really have a specific one in mind aha

2. If you had to smell like a fruit for the rest of your life, which would you smell like?

UH how about, if we're talking the actual smell and not the "watermelon-flavored whatever", then I guess blackberry. (Doesn't smell like much aha)

3. Do you sleep on the left, right or center of your bed?

The middle, unless 1+ pets are joining me. Then I usually let them get comfy and arrange myself accordingly.

4. If you turned on your tv right now, what channel would it be on?

Maybe 7 or 13 or whatever Jeopardy was on earlier?

5. Out of the two qualities here, which do you prefer? Cute Sneeze or Smooth Hands.

Well I don't mind either one but I don't dislike either one, either. I mean I can dig a really obnoxious sneeze or rough hands just as much as a cute sneeze or smooth hands... I'll go with hands. Why not.

6. If you have a phone case, what’s on it?

It's white on the edge and clear on the back. No decals.

8. What is your favorite article of clothing to shop for?

cosplay counts as its own article (I just bought something today but you'll have to find out what a lil later)

9. What is your most memorial memorable dream you’ve had? 

I have so many that I remember, thoughhhh. The one from last night is still buzzing around, and I'll briefly tell you that it involves a snowy mountain at night, wolves, Javert, myself and people I supposedly knew but I can't recall their faces, running, a cliff, and magic that turned my "friend" into a giant.

10. What food do you crave the most at the moment?

Something to drink, actually. Maybe some water.

11. Is it okay that I can’t really think of a question here?

Sure thing.

Oh now it's my turn

uh

You get the choice of any of the 13 Ereborian Dwarves from the company to help you with household chores. Who and why?

If you could choose anyone in the world, dead or alive, to sing you to sleep, who would it be? You don't have to explain yourself.

What one superhero would you want to be best friends with?

What color describes your current mood?

When you have to do that awkward group intro of "Hi, my name is ___, and I like/can ____," what is your go-to hobby or special talent?

Choose between insulting your friend and having to mean it (even if you don't) so that they hold a grudge forever on OR have your friend be forever suspicious of your romantic intentions, whatever they may be.

How many lightbulbs are in your room?

What is your opinion on friend chicken?

If you could have been able to snapshot any moment from the past, what would it have been a picture of? Describe it to me so that I may see what you're thinking.

So you're being forced to write a book, eh? What's it on?

Finally, how do you feel about dental work?

I must now tag people. People who I think will do this. Hm.

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And let me know when you've done it because I really love reading the answers to my dumb questions.

[honeysucklebuttons]

To Those That Live Here (aka my friends, my friends- forgive me)

Alright, so the rough plan for tomorrow's birthday shindig is as follows: meet at Dolly's for some rad ice cream at 11:30 and whenever we're done we can head into the forest for horsing around and swimming and whatnot (and if it starts raining, or even if we tire of the forest, we can head to Gusta's place for some video game brawl time since dad's isn't available). Bring what you like, and the invitation is open! You can leave whenever need be, no pressure.

[honeysucklebuttons]

So Tuesday was Disney Day for our make-up Spirit Week since our other one was snowed out and needless to say our group had the most fun. The group thus includes Flynn Rider, Woody, Mother Gothel, Prince Eric, and Roger. (We grabbed the Rapunzel and Pascal in the hallway.)

[honeysucklebuttons]

Z

Z. HOW ARE YOU?

Well, I answered the other one with a gif but I guess I can babble for a minute as long as you don't mind listening to it.

I'm... I dunno, today's been a lot of ups and downs because of my lack of sleep but also really great things like getting a thank you card from the mic guy and being told about super nice things being said about me and my performance by people who mean a lot to me and then one of the teachers at school made sure he wasn't addressing me incorrectly anymore and caught me in the hallway to make sure he got it right goddammit I just ANFLKJDFN I'm still really out of it right now though even though I got a full ride to my first year in college and I've had soft lips all day because of a breakfast I pretty much never eat (weird I know but I notice texture things a lot) and it also makes me sad that people have misconceptions all the time and can't seem to get past them no matter what you say. Wow. Lots of words. Lots of feelings, though. I just found out / remembered today that I have way more schoolwork on my plate than anticipated so I can't slack off just yet and there's still so much to be planned, so much to be done, so many people to mull over...

(oh and I found out that I actually dented the back of my skull when I fell off the barricade during dress rehearsal o7o/ )

Yesterday was really fun though cause I got to spend the night at a friend's house and we went for a walk around the lake and chatted while the sky melted from day to dusk in the ripples our naked feet made in the water, racing back through the forest and disturbing the goslings and the mama geese and the bullfrogs, too, only to get fake arrested and learn how to drive in a neighborhood full of white raisins.