You’re here to read my pathetic fandom drama again...
So I have had thoughts haunting me for a few weeks and I really found it tough to just ignore what I want (or don’t want?) I have recently found myself liking other fandoms and one especially. I feel like Tww was always at my heart and i want it like that but i feel like I’m just tired of the waiting or the drama on here. Sometimes I am just tired of the same thing over and over again.
I consider leaving, to let go of what I had for many years but I love tww at heart and I don’t want to leave it all behind. I feel like everything has an end and mine for tww is coming, and I am unhappy about it. I just feel like I am tired of the constant magical drama and the constant situations that I feel like I have started to go for something more on the ground and by that i mean realistic (?) I mean where it is something that is closer to lives today.
I am not saying that i don’t like tww or ditching it. I love it at heart as i say, but I am constantly losing motivation and so indecisive with fan fictions. You can see the ones i delete all the time, that’s my confidence and security for my story lacking just I never find the courage to continue it like it is a drag. I honestly don’t know if i will fully leave but i really feel like i need to stop with this. Many say to take a break, i already took two and it’s never working. I always go back onto tww after a week of a ‘’break’’ and I just never control myself.
Hope someone can give me advice