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THE JONATHAN LARSON PROJECT.  accepting! ↬ @alosver​ said: ❛ i’m so damn sorry. ❜

      ‛ for what? DYING? ’  his tone is carefully neutral, eyes flickering towards eddie.

     it hurts to look at him, most days.  a deep ache in his chest, fingers itching to reach out and touch despite knowing it will only serve to prove that eddie isn’t wholly here.  he’s a GHOST, stuck on earth, and choosing to spend his time looking after richie’s dumb ass.  just like when they were kids and eddie would frown at the state of richie’s appearance before patching him up, with a more careful touch than richie felt he deserved.  that was always eddie – his words were sharp, but he had gentle hands.  richie remembers how it felt holding them, seconds away from their descent into the cistern.  a brief moment of warmth, staring into eddie’s eyes the way he only allowed himself to a few times while they were growing up.  i believe in you, i love you, please let that be enough.  richie swallows thickly.

      ‛ you didn’t do anything wrong, eds. we’re the ones who failed you. maybe if we’d just… ’  he trails off.  could they have done anything?  or was his vision some kind of warning, an effort to prepare him for the inevitable?  he can save you, but you can’t return the favor. just too damn slow, tozier!   ‛ nevermind. i guess it doesn’t really matter. ’

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@alosver​ didn’t ask, but gets this anyway.

     ❛ y’know, i was in new york for about a year. i was still an SNL hopeful and steve thought after living in southern california for over a decade, i should get used to the east coast again. ❜