how can people just be adults and do adult things like be in a relationship with all the steps and bits
sometimes i think i'll never grow out of feeling like this, im just stuck like this since i was like 13. wondering how the hell im the only kid left surrounded by adults.
it's just bizarre to me. how can you just ? be in a relationship? without it being awkward? i can barely talk to my friends without accidentally saying my compulsive thoughts out loud.
just being with people is weird anyway.
you're telling me you share? everything? with a person?? like you're around them all the time?? cant even be alone when you're sleeping??? how??
all i know is if im ever in a relationship it wont be normal dfcgchgjvhj

















