Is it weird that I'm like I recognise that my form/body is human, there's nothing (currently) that I can do about it, and it must function as one does among a human society, but on the inside I couldn't feel farther from human?
Like, in my mind, I'm some sorta shadow demon-merperson hybrid, and I love it, I wish that were my form. I used to have some vampiristic traits, but I guess they're gone. Probably doesn't help that my area of our inner world is completely underwater, totally flooded. When I front, I'm constantly daydreaming about being underwater, and it causes me to not be 100% aware of my surroundings.
Also, I get annoyed when I'm reminded of the limitations of my human body, such as not being able to breathe underwater or fly, etc etc. Another thing is that this body can't swim very well, so I couldn't act like my mermaid self even if I wanted to without risk of hurting or drowning myself, that's another thing that irritates me.
I've heard of alterhumanity and I've begun to look into it, maybe find out if that's what I am, but I just wondered if anyone else feels/has felt like this
(also of the 8 headmates that my subconscious created, only one is human lmao)