#alwaysgold

[traumatizeddfox]

i wish he would’ve killed me because i’m too much of a coward to do it myself

same. i wish mine would’ve finished the job

[imnowhereforyou]

Farewell between Kamui and Tomoyo 

(DISCLAIMER : Both Kamui and Tomoyo are characters created and owned by CLAMP, and I do not claim any ownership over them or the world of Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle.)

I think I am the only human being in this world who ships this two (please support and pray for this rookie-editor here, tehee). 

I just don’t know real reason why I super ship these two, but I think they are perfect for each other. I think Kamui is the tsundere type and Tomoyo-chan is that cute teaser-type. Kamui is the one who always travel and Tomoyo who always stays and waits for him. Therefore, these beliefs lead and inspired me to this manga edit (lol)

Well, knowing that these characters didn’t meet in the whole series, but the voices behind them is a real life couple <3  here’s another inspiration behind this manga edit:  Link : https://www.animenewsnetwork.com/interest/2011-08-17/clamp-draws-maaya-sakamoto/kenichi-suzumura-wedding 

Anyways, I know the lines are cringey and awkward, but if you’ll listen to the song Always Gold by Radical Face, you’ll find yourself looking for a tomato to throw at me.. ‘cause I haven’t justified this beautiful song.  Please forgive me

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[traumatizeddfox]

i don’t understand why it’s so hard for me to make connections with other people. i just always feel like people hate me all the time.

i feel this too! sometimes it’s just our low self esteem

[traumatizeddfox]

i wonder how long it’ll take me to forget about him.

sometimes i wonder if i ever will?

[traumatizeddfox]

literally can’t trust anyone. when it comes down to it no one actually gives a fuck about you. i don’t know why i even bother trying at this point. i’m so done.

i feel this :/ i lost all trust issues :(

[traumatizeddfox]

i don’t know why i expect to hear from him today. a birthday wish, a ‘happy valentine’s day!’, SOMETHING. i feel so stupid waiting for it. i know it’s never gonna come.

ur not stupid at all! i was the same way when I was with mine. you just want to be hopeful, but they suck

[traumatizeddfox]

bipolar partner left without even saying goodbye a few weeks ago. gave him until feb 14th to reach out or i was just gonna block him on everything. still haven’t heard back, and i doubt i will by then. it kinda stings but… at this point, i don’t even wanna be friends again. i just need to hear ‘goodbye’ for some sort of Closure, yknow? god i’m trying so hard not to care. i go back and forth between loving him and missing him, being worried about him, hating his guts. this fucking sucks.

it’s okay to care, but i think it’s also good you have set up some boundaries. closure is good but sometimes it doesn’t help either. what matters is that you cared, and since it’s been a few weeks that’s already saying a lot. best of luck to you, angel

[traumatizeddfox]

hi besties!

please follow @alwaysgold i’m obsessed with their edits !!!!!!!!!