This anxiety has me feeling like a wild animal, always on guard. So, I scream underwater ... to relieve the fear, to expend the pain, but no one ever hears. Never. As usual. Breathe in love, you say? Instead, I suffocate with anger and choke on my own despair. Sit with the blackness, carve out your heart, and leave it for 'them' to feast on—you were done using it, anyway. #screamingunderwater #sitwiththeblackness #alwaysmisunderstood #loveisnotforme 🍃🔥🍃















