VENT DREAM
I genuinely hated my dream so much. I did some weird ass ritual thing??? That wasn't the part that I hated. I wished for people to stop hating me and something else, don't remember, really. But, fuck, man. Ex wa next to me. The person assisting the ritual looks at us, then him, and flat out says, "She wants you still." I instantly was like "What? No. I don't." It was fucking horrible. Hell, the thing was he knew. He was like.. disappointed or some shit because he's with someone. I don't know what happened to make this happen, but me and him were having to run to an airport, and I was sobbing. He sat next to me and let me hold onto him while I cried. I hated it so fucking much because I don't like my ex anymore, hell, I'm trying to lowkey avoid him because of how I feel. He's one of my friends but I can't feel happy that he's with someone new so avoiding is the best option. It's easy enough since I barely talk to them in general which I feel kinda bad about because I really like some of them, yk
