#amatoriam

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An Art Trade and then gift art of @amatoriam‘s two babs, Solace and Burger

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amatoriam replied to your post: tachylyte: fun fact: trauma victims becoming...

Someone used this as an excuse for pedophilia and incest so IDK about that

omg really? that... doesn’t sit well with me at all

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My  half of an art trade with @amatoriam I drew their little cheeseball Mozz

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i think what would help is to stop considering aro/ace people cishet because they aren’t. If you aren’t so easy to say a bi person is cishet, you shouldnt say an aroace person is cishet.

i’m specifically talking about aro/ace ppl that are cis and only experience hetero attraction

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the het is cishet means hetero, and seeing how aroace people are hetero, i dont see why people should not include them? ? ? like, theres tons of cis gay people?? but to call them cishets because theyre cis is silly

honestly idk i mean i’m not speaking for the whole community and what i say on the internet literally has no sway but like

Personally For Me, i have gotten shit on by a lot of cishet people for being who i am, and that, honestly, is why i don’t feel comfortable with someone who is a cishet on most levels coming into my safe space

like within the lgtbqia community, i usually feel like i don’t have to explain my gender, and i don’t have to deal with a lot of stuff that comes with being a genderfluid trans guy that doesn’t pass at all

and when you bring in someone, who is usually someone who asks me the most questions and has to Politely Point Out that, Ma’am!! This Is The Men’s Room, my safe space doesn’t feel so safe, you know?

like i am not saying  all cishet ppl are transphobic or anything it’s just like.... idk i just am very very slow to trust any cishet person

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i get where youre coming from my dude but hetero=/aro its another sexuality completely, , i think people who arent 100% straight deserve a straight place ya feel?

oh yes for sure, they aren’t heterosexual but like.... still cishet

i think striaght ppl who aren’t like... Super Cishet should have meetings like queer ppl do but it’s just for cishet ppl bc like i just.... idk i don’t trust ?? cishet ppl ?? at all ?? in safe spaces

like i don’t mind cishet people but when it comes to a safe space i just.... i dont

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amatoriam replied to your post:not trying to discourse but cishet aro/aces...

calling someone aro, “het,” is like calling someone bi/pan, “het,” and ??? thats wrong my dude imo

if?? they experience heterosexual attraction..... they’re het........ like....... i’m just trying to say..... if they only experience hetero attraction, if it’s romantic or sexual, they’re hetero.......

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@amatoriam hey hey hey if you think i don’t see the shit you post on twitter you’re wrong. you are truly too COWARDLY to confront me and solve this (hypocritic lol)? you literally are calling me a ‘special snowflake’ (which is fucking ableist! holy shit!), again, push lies on me as i did not send anyone death threats or told them to kill themselves. so, again - i was right ! only ever confiding in LIES and trying to make me feel bad and mess with my reality. like listen to me - i have meds too. guess what? they do not suppress my mental illness entirely, because i have more than just anxiety and your stupid depressed-anxious ass can’t even come to understand what it’s like  to have anything i do. your attitude proves it. and oh - i didn’t even stalk you ! a friend of mine follows you. i haven’t been on twitter in a solid month because i always forget my login and honestly i don’t even care. but someone brought it to my attention. but then ofc you had to check my blog frequently. hmmm ‘stalking’ hmmmm !

also attacking me for my blog title - which is literally.. from a song ‘exile vilify’ like. why’re you trying so fucking hard to find ANY part of me and insult me on it? do you feel TOUGH for bullying a minor? do you? because it sure does sound like it.

and yes, i’m dragging this to the public! because you guys have been doing the same for at least two weeks now, but suddenly I’M the insufferable child now? like, twitter.. isn’t public? your rp blogs.. aren’t public? uhhh, okay! and, again, you say i only have anxiety which is incredibly wrong and ableist! saying self-dxing is terrible is classist, racist, transphobic, homophobic aaaaaaaaaaaand ableist! i have bpd :) i have bpd :) i :) have :) bpd :) how many times do you want me to say it? I. HAVE. BPD!!!!! i’m on antidepressants and i still feel overwhelmed by everything. because that’s what bpd is.

like i don’t even blame anyone for suicidal tendencies. they just happen to come and go, and sometimes i try to act on them. usually it’s a pile up of shit that happened to me and that’s the final straw. and do you ever fucking leave ANYTHING BEHIND? i apologized. get that? i have seriously and genuinely said that it was my mistake. i recognised mistakes, and you can ask hades, and that other gio. it was an actual goddamn apology. i take responsibility. i did do that. i admit i said i compared them to my abusive dad, and it was unjustified, and i should not have done that. i did not ask for forgiveness, because i know that forgiveness is optional. i just apologized. 

why can’t you leave me the FUCK alone? are you enjoying bullying me THAT much?