Gdi my sister's don't realize that they are at fault for my anxiety huh??
I feel so fucking drained after staying up until 2am playing with them and they are both acting like I'm the devil because I said no to playing with them right now.
So Liz comes out here with her girl scout cookies and tries to bribe me to go and play. I say no again and she asks if I want a cookie now. I nod because I really don't feel like lying and she gives me on be and then EXPECTS THAT TO MEAN I WANT TO PLAY NOW.
So when I still say no she glares at me and says "fine. But you know you won't us forever. You'll regret this someday" like ????? Thanks???? I needed to feel guilty over saying no to preserve my own health
I just ... Honestly it's not like they'll actually pay attention to me even if I do go to play so ??? What's the loss ???
