#amidoingsomethingwrong

[freebird81]

I don't know what to do

What do you do when the person you love, loves you but is so unhappy?

[loydloyalty]

Am I doing something wrong?

Everyone I know is either pregnant, engaged, or married… like I don’t want a baby right now, but I’m ready to have that special someone in my life.. I’m ready to settle down and find my person. I’ll be 21 this summer and I know I’m young, but literally so is everyone else. Tired of putting my heart through so much. It’s like HELLLOOOO where are you?? I’m ready for you!

[mmxvii-iv-iii]

Relationships are apparently not my thing.

Okay. So, don't get me wrong. I'm always that girl saying, "You don't need a relationship to be happy." And I'm not lying. You shouldn't need the label of having a significant other to show your level of having a happy life. But honestly, I'm tired of the people around me having someone to say they love them in a different way than others do while I stand around, alone. I want love. I feel as though I deserve love. But the few times I have tried to pursue the relationship, something goes wrong. Like suddenly something clicks to the other person like, "Hey! She's opening up! Let's let her make a complete fool of herself and turn her down, although I also expressed interest." It then leaves the other person fine and me awkwardly alone, picking up the pieces of myself. I try to show I care by trying to look good or act confident. But then I think, just be yourself, that'll work. But neither do. It leaves me wondering what's wrong with me and why am I unable to be "normal". I just want fucking love. I have so much to give as well, if someone would just give me a chance.

[chubst3r]

With anyone I've ever been with or talked to, my ultimate goal was to make them happy and remain consistent with the happiness.