#ampersandmuses

[hitroad]

ampersandmuses said:❛Everyone’s afraid of something, even the devil.❜ (HeavenSuffered) @heavensuffered​ 𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍 /  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.

“I wouldn’t know. . .the devil I know was taken down two times. . .rather easily.“ the devil she knew had taken up her uncle’s body and put him to sleep in their mind. the devil she knew? had been beaten down by her father and michael. “but people who lost everything are not afraid of anything. because they already lost it all.“ and perhaps, she was going down that path. eyes look at the blonde, hazel to deep blues and billie jane has to shake her head at the idea. but she saw how her father behaved after loosing both his brother and her mom, it was the winchester way.

[slaegirl]

ampersandmuses said:‘ here ghosty ghosty ghosty. come out, come out wherever you care. ’ ( @heavensuffered​) (   *   &.   –   SUPERNATURAL SENTENCE STARTERS .

there is a short pause, steps coming to a small halt as she hears the voice coming from the younger female. “really? is that what your ghostly catchphrase is?” then, buffy simply shrugs, she has no room to be sassy or making the other feel inadequate with their catchphrases. “I can’t say much. mine when I meet vampires is hey there vampires, it’s me, your girl.”

[deusmurus]

ampersandmuses said: you think one good deed cancels out everything you’ve done? ( @gcldenichor​)                    BEING HUMAN SENTENCE STARTERS

"𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐊 𝐈𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐌𝐘 𝐅𝐀𝐔𝐋𝐓, 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋?" oh their prince, so righteous as he seemed to up on his high horse.  gadreel should not judge, he is his superior, and a long time ago, before  the garden’s incident, he had been michael’s second. trained under him to lead the grigori, now all of them gone, just like gadreel’s status. he watches michael, jaw clenched as he sighs. the guardian is tired. and it shows. “I do not do these deeds to be forgiven by others. but to forgive myself. but you would never understand, brother. you never did.”

[joannahunts-a]

@ampersandmuses said: “The people around here are really weird, aren’t they?” ( @theloyalangel​ )

Small Town Gothic Sentence Starters || Accepting

“Yeah,” Jo agreed without hesitation, trying not to stare too much as she looked awkwardly around the area. “And not in the normal creepy-small-town sort of way. This is a whole new sort of weird,” she added, her discomforting only growing over the fact that she couldn’t place why exactly this place was so weird. Something was just off.

[crackedfaith]

                     ♱   ❛       𝑤𝘩𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑛 𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑠𝑡 ?

              𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐏 .      to him ,   to the winchesters ,   to heaven.       that’s how you EARN his trust    ---   like crowley ,   like rowena ,   like hannah.   you KEEP it by not betraying him like naomi ,   like metatron ,   like lucifer .

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[crackedfaith]

         ♱   ❛       𝐼𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑐𝘩𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑡𝑟𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎 𝑠𝑜𝑙𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛/𝑚𝑒𝑡𝘩𝑜𝑑 𝑡𝘩𝑎𝑡 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛’𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒, 𝑜𝑟 𝑖𝑚𝑚𝑒𝑑𝑖𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑚𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑜𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑎 𝑑𝑖𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑙𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛/𝑚𝑒𝑡𝘩𝑜𝑑?

              𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐍.      we never actually see cas trying something more than once before he moves on to find another solution .    usually because he’s running into really big problems when he first runs into them ,   so he doesn’t have a lot of time to try - try again ,   rather than to move on to the next best solution .      and when all else fails ,  buckle up and fight .

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[crackedfaith]

         ♱   ❛       𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑦 𝑜𝑟 𝑑𝑖𝑓𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑢𝑙𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑐𝘩𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑎𝑦 “𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢?”   𝐶𝑎𝑛 𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑦 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑡𝘩𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑡?

              𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝟏𝟐 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐒 𝐇𝐄'𝐒 𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐎𝐍 𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐇 𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐋 𝐇𝐀𝐒 𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐄 .      so to answer the latter first ,   no.   castiel cannot ,   will not ,   say   ‘ i love you ’   without meaning it .   humanity put so much value into the notion of love ,   specifically the words to carry it ,   and castiel is not one to diminish that effect . 

for the same reason it is not easy ,   per se ,   for him to say it .   and he will only say it when it really matters ( read:   in moments where he might not have the chance to say it again ,   ever . ) .   although i sincerely hope to get to bring him to the point where he’s comfortable saying it because that’s how he feels in the moment ,   without being afraid of the reactions of the recipient. 

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[crackedfaith]

      ♱   ❛       𝘩𝑜𝑤 𝑚𝑢𝑐𝘩 𝑑𝑜 𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝘩𝑎𝑡 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑚 ?

              𝐈𝐍 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐋 𝐂𝐀𝐒 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒𝐍'𝐓 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐂𝐇 .   people doesn’t mean all that much to him .   so if a stranger finds him weird / outlandish / some other negative way ,   it’s no sweat off of his back .    𝘩𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟  ,   you will find him react ,   caring about it ,   even becoming flustered if people react to him in a positive way   ---   specifically flirting .   but the winchesters ?    𝑖𝑛 𝑎 𝑙𝑜𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝘩𝑒 𝑒𝑥𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑠 𝑜𝑓𝑓 𝑜𝑓 𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑣𝑎𝑙 .   castiel would not be the seraph he is after 15 seasons without sam and dean winchester as his moral compass .   there was a time where not even these three humans had any say in what the celestial thought about himself ,   simply because castiel wasn’t an actual self as much as he was part of the heavenly host   ------   a wavelength of celestial intent with a mission .   and it had been that way for over 2000 years .   so ,   dean and sam ?   ever since he rebelled against heaven ,   developed actual questions and doubts about everything ,    he’s looked to them for guidance .   remnants of celestial hubris has clung to him ,   did so when he worked with crowley,   even though he honestly thought he did it for the right reasons   ---   the road to hell is always paved with good intentions .   but having the winchesters ,   his friends ,   disappointed in him ?   being the source of their troubles ,   of their hardship   ( read :   leviathan . ) ,   or sorrow ?   atlas has barely faced weight heavy enough to match the guilt he feels . 

TL;DR :   he doesn’t care what the everyday man thinks ,   but his friends’ opinions means the world to him .

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