#an ex lover

[koleene]

I was fixing my drawers and I saw your shirt under my dresses. You gave it before you left for Qatar. It still smells like you. I smiled, happy that I already set you free. I hope you find someone better than me. Who would appreciate your effort and your love. I pushed you away I triggered something that made you hurt me physically. I’m sorry and I hope you’re all okay.

to Ian,

[koleene]

xx

It was in Tagaytay, a windy night in one of the hotels that has the most stunning view of the volcano and its lake. I was sitting in the balcony just enjoying the view when he hugged be from the back and kissed my neck. That time my head is in a blur with thoughts and with the alcohol I just had. I was thinking of going home and just rest. We had a big fight just hours before that. He tried kissing me maybe thinking the best idea is to have a make up sex but I did not respond. He became aggresive and wayed me insided the room but I pushed back. I sat in the chair near the dresser and started telling him I wanted to go home and just rest my mind, mabe a couple of days not seeing him will fix everything. I saw him glared at me he was mad, no he was furious about my idea. I then stopped talking. Silence filled the room. He stood infront of me, asked with a very low tone voice obviously mad about whatever my reason is. But I did not answer, instead I started sobbing telling him I wanna go home. He tried to calm himself and told me he’ll just drive me back home tomorrow, I told him I’ll just ride the bus and that I really wanted to go home as I stood up to get my stuff his hands are both on my shoulder gripping them and shaking me at the same time. I told him it’s painful but he still continued he asked me why I wont have sex with him and why I wont love him back. He asked me why I dont accept the gifts he gives me and why I always push him back. I did not answer any, I started crying because I cannot move he continued to shake me and ask me stupid questions but I still did not answer. He reached his boiling point and he just slap me in the face. He was shocked on why he did that. I can’t feel my face and tasted blood in my mouth. Then and there when his hands are no longer in my shoulders I grabbed my phone and purse went out the room and went to our friends room I asked them to grab my things and just drive me back home. He followed us through the lobby with all his apologies but I had enough. I don’t do sex for just sex. This is one of the darkest days of my life. I hope I wont cross roads with that person anymore.

[spideyhexx]

I do want to write william x aurelia but we can talk generally about him with reader rn if you guys want to😁

[prettylittlearrowfangirl]

Robert’s introduction was shocking. Mainly because, at first, I thought Rebecca had been engaged to this guy and usually that merits mention.