#an ze

[nakamurakleo]

🍄&💀 reference @\Ludocere & @\cagle_evan

[crabboytahomaru]

Thinking about An Ze and the affection An Zhe receives from him. Like yeah everyone knows about Lu Feng and the romantic love that An Zhe experiences but An Ze is also very important

He fulfills the role of parental, typically motherly affection (since he created An Zhe in a sense) who loves their child unconditionally. Near the end of the novel where Lu Feng goes "he's just a little mushroom" it mimicks what An Ze says, who said with just as much tenderness.

When An Zhe leaves Lu Feng he wants to go home, next to An Ze's white bones. He then gets filled with desperation becuase he can't find his home. It's like when a kid gets lost in a supermarket and wants their parents back. He left his love, and now he can't find his way back to his sanctuary. He wants to find his way back to An Ze not just because of the promise he made - that An Ze doesn't even know he made - becuase he loves him, wants to curl up next to his family, because where else is a child that has fled the nest meant to go?

He has Lu Feng at the end of the novel, but that doesn't stop him from endlessly searching for An Ze, because that type of love is important too. Love is a person, but it is also a place.

[biipbop]

I've been thinking about the little mushroom stickers I never finished. Don't say I'm a quitter!

[vanta--black]

[ya-ttori]

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he's just a little mushroom. . .

[fujoshipasttimer]

Question: What are some messages that Lu Feng should keep in mind?

Deck: MindScapes by John A. Rice

Spread: Clarity

Card 1: King of Spires

Card 2: The Lovers

Card 3: The Star

Card 4: King of Stones

Interpretation:

Lu Feng, a man of discernment and expertise, reached the top of a perilous mountain that others have never dared to climb. His position of high authority was achieved through several tests of intelligence and courage and he is very respected amongst colleagues. But during this journey, his view of the future became bleak—he’d lost touch with his human emotion. Small changes in day to day life like having an ordinary talk and eating meals with a friend is a great start to remembering his humanity.

Reminding himself to be okay with feeling human emotion even during uncertain times will bring opportunities for more connections. With The Lover’s card, there is a chance at love for Lu Feng. Whether he chooses to pursue this love is up to him. But whatever choice he makes, something must be sacrificed in the process. He simply cannot continue rejecting human emotion and want to love at the same time.

With Lu Feng’s job, he’s constantly the target of negativity and tends to overwork himself to the point of barely getting any sleep. Whether he feels guilty if he’s not working or if he is restless when he doesn’t occupy himself, he is still a human that needs rest and recuperation.

Even with all that Lu Feng’s accomplished and the work he’s doing to improve the state of the world he’s in, he may find himself wondering why he’s doing it. He must remember everything that’s happened to get to this point and be mindful of the greater purpose of what’s driving him forward. After all, his actions, along with everyone else’s efforts, weren’t for nothing.

Notes:

I’m a huge fan of Little Mushroom and finished both novels in under a week! And the manhua painted exactly what I saw when I read them!Also really like the “cold love” Lu Feng had going on.

[auchrauch]