#and debates

[verynerdyvoid]

Does anyone else start talking to no one in particular when the thoughts get too loud or am I just lonely

[phanismynewlifenow]

Watching the hotel room sequence like "am I buying this?"

[onyoursidekid]

[these noodles make me want to make noodles sentient so i can marry them jfc they're delicious]

[furbysnacks]

But then i realized it's not the end of the world. That i'm lucky that i even have a roof over my head right now. That i'm lucky i have even the slightest food in my cabinets, even if it is fake and from dollar free. A few moments ago, i was a homocidal teenager who was blowing everything out of proportion. If i'm going to sit here and sulk and complain, i might as well make use of my spare time and actually do something about it otherwise i'm being a hypocrite to everything i believe in. I'll plan to see my friends within this last week of summer and they can just meet me at mttrashmore instead of having to pick me up and drop me off since i have no way of transportation. Those people who are mad at me won't stay mad forever, especially if i never did anything meant to hurt them in the first place and i give them their space. I should probably turn off my phone and get off the computer and actually start my assignments instead of procrastinating any further. I should look through my closet for clothes i can wear till my mom gets back, and maybe even donate some things i never wear. I should listen to music more & maybe read a book, cause i haven't done that in a while. I should actually talk about these things that bother me with people instead of letting them build up like this. I shouldn't take everyone so seriously because it won't matter in a few months time. I should calm down. Things are tough, yeah. But they will get better. This doesn't just apply to me. Things are only as bad as you make them to be in your head. Remember saying that to your friend, michelle? Learn to give yourself advice as if you're talking to one of your friends going through the same thing. It's not like you're alone in this. Things don't have to be like this. Chin up, kiddo.