May 28
Apparently I have SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many symptoms of dysautonomia its ridiculous too bad I literally dont have a doctor who will listen to me despite repeatedly attempting to find a doctor who will listen to me
#That puts me at#hEDS#POTS#General dysautonomia#All officially undiagnosed#Gastritis that is way worse and more chronic than normal gastritis (so probably not gastritis)#Diagnosed#I dont have MCAS yet#But i would not be surprised if it develops#Given I have all the other stuff#And then also adhd and autism#Undiagnosed#And DPDR#I SEE MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS#I am medically recognized#I go to the doctor and im like I have hypermoble eds I see a physical therapist im on a waitlist for diagnosis#And they go haha those waitlists are long!!#YEAH I KNOW YEARS LONG#I give a list of all the symptoms I have and im met with something resembling um sure bestie#Apparently you cannot be chronically ill and have a job#Not allowed#Last doctor I went to told me it sounded like I was managing everything so well so she didnt see the point in doing anything#I didnt think I was expected to manage everything forever!!!!!#I thought it was temporary and then id go to the doctor and theyd make me BETTER#I am literally on zero medications other than iron which im just taking for fun bc how could I make it worse atp#Ive tried meds before they literally dont help#Screaming
