just when Dr. Feelings thought he could go into retirement!
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just when Dr. Feelings thought he could go into retirement!
My psychiatrist prescribed me Team based Hero Shooters
went to the doctor today and i do have epilepsy
sometimes I really struggle with being cruel to myself that we don't have more money and resources but at the end of the day I don't think I'm suited to be a rich man bc when I get any amount of money together, I use it on the people around me.
and here we have me reaching rock bottom. finally acknowledging that I am an adult who is too anxious and agoraphobic to support myself and now I have to move back with my parents because I am terrible at being a functioning human. hilariously, I am ending my twenties the exact same way I started them. broke, jobless, living with my parents, and too anxious to function.
I feel like I have a crush on one of my friends but it comes in waves and some days I don't feel anything at all but others I feel too much. I wish I had my life together but 2020 made everything so fucked up in my head and I can't write a single sentence for the life of me I feel like something has died and rotten in my head and I hope this is just the pandemic talking and not depression or anxiety.
But I baked muffins today so yay? (lmao even that took me ages)
I WISH I HAD THERAPIST