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Ok so my previous pinned post said fuck terfs and I want to be very clear that that absolutely stays the same. Fuck terfs! But I feel the need to update it with some personal info. I'm striving for she/her so it would be greatly appreciated if you use those pronouns. I want to go by Cassie so there's that if you need it. Also read about the United States's "involvement" in Latin America during the 19th and 20th century, shit was pretty fucked. I'm a historian by education and to be honest you should read about the imperialism of the United States. That shits a massive piece of modern global politics.

twinktowers667

naming my kid nominative determinism so that they can grow up to be anything

tieflingkisser

lesbianslimefriend

here's where to find it on windows 10

wagitfag

depsidase

facts-i-just-made-up

When you see a lone shoe on the highway, this is usually because they got separated from the herd during migration. Nature is cruel and most of these shoes will never be worn.

draconym

I think it sucks that you have to go to so many different kinds of doctor to take care of yourself. It's the 21st century. I should be able to go to a single office where they scan me with a big xerox machine and tell me what I'm allergic to and why my tummy hurts and if I have any cancer or cavities or if my glasses prescription has changed. And then I should get a sticker.

sourcreammachine

just-pankake

life is awesome because I have my friends. And I can talk to them. And I love my friends yayyyy.

homophobla

Twice a year in Hawaii the sun passes directly overhead and objects cast no shadow. It’s a phenomenon called “Lahaina Noon”

tall

doyoulovethewayzeylily

I want to come out, to just be a woman all the time instead of strangling myself every time I go outside, but it's so goddamn hard

I'm trying but it's so goddamn hard, I'm so fucking scared

I'm not struggling, not like everyone else seems to be

I've got support from friends, my girlfriend, even some of my family

But I just can't do it

I can't do it by myself but there's nobody who can carry me either

And it feels selfish and awful because I'm just being a coward, I'm failing despite having all these things that other women deserve more than I do

I'm just so fucking scared

yeah no me too. there's nothing selfish about being scared to come out of the closet, I'm sorry you've been made to feel that way.

it's okay to be scared, that's a reasonable thing to be afraid of, but it's worth it. I live in Florida and I don't talk to my parents anymore and everyone treats me differently now, I think I've paid a higher than average price for transition? but it's still worth it.

I could give you some gentle persuasion but I'm sure you know it already, so I'll be real with you:

I love it so much that I'm willing to consciously risk dying for it. do you have anything that you're willing to do that for?

would you like to?

you're not a coward, you've been burdened with greatness. that's an awful thing, I'm sorry.

can you really just keep pretending to be a man? can you find your teeth? can you grit your tongue against them as you say, "death before detransition"?

the awful truth is that you can be great. it will be hard but you can. it would be easier if you were bound to fail, but you're not.

the thing that haunts you is that you can do it.

transition is a lifelong process, but it's also a decision. right now, today, as you read this, I'm forcing you to choose:

are you transitioning?

doyoulovethewayzeylily