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[nctafraid]

@andcrsonn sent 42 for the Spotify meme || Village Liquors ~ Franklin Jonas

"I'm just the aftermath of the youth I sacrificed." Hunter shrugged as if that answered any question. He knew that coming to Blaine might not be the best choice, but he was the closest thing Hunter had to a friend. And maybe that's just what they were, friends. Blaine had quite literally patched up Hunter on various occasions and in return Hunter had done his best to be there when Blaine needed him. It was an almost balanced friendship. "But what else is there to do in your 20s, you're too young to live but you're too young to die."

[countrtnrs]

@andcrsonn: ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀‎‎“ Tell me why you’re crying. Let me help you, Kurt, ”

Crying had always been something weirdly intimate for Kurt. He wasn't one of those people who totally closed off, who swore he was a real man and never cried as a pint of strength. Yet he used to hate seeming weak. He cried when he had to, cried at sappy things and tried to repress all the other times he needed to let a real feeling out. If someone said he cried a lot, that was because he suffered a lot. He's always been guarded about his emotions, more and more so after graduating. It's what stifled their relationship before, the way he closed off, couldn't communicate. Blaine was there, Blaine saw the way he shut down.

But there he was, maybe at his lowest point, backed against the wall of a bathroom stall, letting himself feel everything. There he was crying over Blaine yet again, but this time, Blaine was here. They hadn't seen each other since they broke up and this was how he was choosing to spend it.

Well, it had been for five minutes. Until someone pounded on the door basically begging to get a turn in there. And Kurt made his way out of the dancing gay bar crowd, overwhelmed by the loud music, the heat, the lights, the bodies. All he wanted to do was get out of here and pretend that tonight never even happened. To any onlookers, he seemed to have a one track mind about getting the hell out of there, basically bolted it out the door.

When he got outside, he could finally breathe, and seemed to lean against the wall for support. The cool fall night's air seemed to calm him down a little, but there was no point even pretending he was fine.

The moment he heard Blaine's voice, that attitude seemed to change. He twitched slightly, caught a tear with his thumb then faked a smile, though he didn't turn to face Blaine. Despite the genuine kindness, the understanding he recognised in the other's voice, he wasn't sure he wanted to admit how he was feeling right now. But it was obvious. How couldn't it be? Kurt's breathing was still unsteady, and he hadn't stopped himself crying.

" Oh, I'm fine. It's so hot in there. Loud, "

Though his voice wasn't cracking, it was a little louder than a whisper, and a slightly higher pitch than he usually spoke, words drawn out a little longer with forced sincerity.

[warblercaptain]

@andcrsonn​ said: ❛ have a drink with me. ❜

{ x }

He smirked, “Sure, special occasion?”

[hercesofourtime]

@andcrsonn​ said:

❛ i’ll stay in tonight, thanks. ❜

Brody let out a sigh as he looked at Blaine. Brody wasn't sure on how many times he had tried to get Blaine to join them when they were going out. "I know that we aren't really friends but right now you need someone that isn't in the middle of everything that's going on in that loft. He sighed, "and it seems like you all still are stuck in high school life changes and relationships end that's life." He looked at Blaine "so join us at callbacks tonight and try and have a good time and enjoy the people that perform you don't even have to get up there." A small smile played over his lips "and have a drink I'll buy you one."

[caudexiism]

📝📝 for sam x blaine please? uwu i love my boiis

   FOR EVERY 📝 RECEIVE, I WILL POST A HEADCANON I HAVE ABOUT OUR MUSES

ONE

During their senior year Blaine was the one that made sure that Sam kept up with his school work and tutored him when needed. Because the people that Sam had gotten help from the previous years had already graduated.

TWO

No matter how old and busy they are they always make sure to set a couple of hours during at least one night a week aside to play some videogames, if they aren’t in the same city they will play online. When they play they also catch the other up on what’s been going on in their lives during the week.

[nctafraid]

@andcrsonn​​​ || "if someone's bullying you... i need to know about it" 

McKinley was not like Dalton, and Skylar was learning that quickly. The things that were valued at Dalton didn’t seem to have the same weight here. At first he was able to just ignore the words and brush them off, but it seemed that these kids were getting joy out of actually hurting people’s feelings. Skylar was a normally confident person, and even the hurtful words didn’t really get to him that much. But once he saw that other Warblers were reporting similar situations, Skylar found himself stepping in and taking a brunt of the bullying.

He wanted to bring it up to an adult, but Mr. Anderson had just gotten married and he didn’t really trust the other adults. He knew that he should, they had welcomed the Warblers here after they lost everything. But there was still that disconnect, and maybe it was the fact that Skylar was still keeping them all at arms length, but he couldn’t get himself to bring it up to them. He was worried he’d get the same reaction that he did when they refused to let go of the blazers, be thankful that they had a place to come to. And he knew that probably wasn’t their heart behind everything, but it was too much of a fear for him to say anything. 

And then before he knew it, it was out of control. He was pretty good about keeping it all in, after all most of it had been verbal, although there had been a few locker shoves here and there. The most recent one though, none of them saw Mr. Anderson at the end of the hallway as his back was slammed into the lockers. And before anyone could say anything else Skylar had an iron grip on his messenger bag and was turning into the choir room. He knew that Blaine was going to follow, and this conversation was going to happen. “I was going to mention it to you.” Skylar defended, knowing it was a weak defense. “The right time just never came.” 

[warblercaptain]

@andcrsonn​ said: ❛ who did you piss off this time? ❜

{ x }

Sebastian sighed, and put his head in hands. Who didn’t he piss off, would be the better question. Not that he had an answer. “Everyone,” he sighed. “I think you are the only person on speaking terms with me at the moment.” That was a lie his mother always was willing to talk to him, he just only talked to her when he had to, which was once a week.

[warblercaptain]

@andcrsonn​ said: ❛ i don’t feel so good. ❜

{ x }

He looked at Blaine, immediately alert. Sebastian was absolutely useless in this situation. Sure he could fix a sprained ankle in a jam, but that was because lacrosse. But like when someone expressed they were potentially ill, well the rich kid status who was raised by nannies really reared its ugly head. But he still wanted to help, “Is this like a 9-1-1 don’t feel good, or...?”