How Do You Stop Yourself from Loving Someone So Much?
How do I lessen the hold you have on my heart?
How do I care less than I did before?
How do I hold you loosely, in case I almost lose you again?
You are in my bones, deep in my soul. Embedded.
You are exhilarating, you are thrilling, you are excitement.
You are security, you are comfort, you are strength.
I am.......
scared. of you.
terrified. that our feelings will always too be intense to sustain.
The fiercest fires burn out the quickest.
We lie....
to ourselves. about our how deep the love has engraved itself on our hearts.
to each other. about the seriousness of all of this.
We dance around each other, playing “who can care less?” in efforts to spare ourselves possible pain.
I want off this train, and I so badly want to say on the ride until our time runs out.
How do we stop what started in chaos, from ending the same way?
