#andithiel

[lostdrarryfics]

hello !

I'm looking for a drarry au, where Draco is a monk, a priest... he has given his life to God. one day an injured Harry is brought to be healed, and along the way they get attracted to one another. they decide to run together.

i read it on ao3, most likely pre-2020

thats all I can remember, hope it'll be enough to find it! thanks !

We believe you are looking for Find Your Own Heaven by @andithiel (13k, M)

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[sitp-recs]

I’ll cheat (as I usually do) and tell you two things I remember. The first one is when I recced Teeth by @amelior8or to you on the drarry discord and you wrote a rec post of it. I felt so star struck that I managed to rec you, the glorious reccer, a fic that you enjoyed enough to rec further (and also so happy for my friend to get some love because their writing is superb and I think I still haven’t recovered from betaing that fic).

The second one is when you recced I’ll never be your chosen one, and I swear my brain stopped working for a solid minute and I didn’t know what to do with myself (I remember wanting to yell and stomp around in my flat but my kids were sleeping and I also think my husband would’ve thought I was having a seizure or something). I felt like I must’ve reached some sort of royalty to be honoured with a sitp rec post, written with such care and gentleness as is your trademark. I still have it saved as a screenshot for easy access to look when I’m feeling down ❤️❤️❤️

Omg Andi!!!!! This is the loveliest thing ever, I read it on my way to work and spent the whole day thinking about your words 💜 this kind of feedback means the world to me, and I’m so grateful that you recced me the fabulous Teeth - and thanks to our interaction I got to check your amazing works too! I still remember how I felt reading those two fics (peak enemies to lovers and porn with feels, my dudes!) and I had a blast writing those recs so I’m really really happy they felt special and meaningful to you, too. You two are incredibly talented and deserve all the praise and love. This ask made my day, thank you!

Ask game!

[phdmama]

Hello! Can I have 2, 3 and 18 for the fanfic writer ask? Thank you! 🥰 (also I’ll get to your ask as soon as I get some free time because I reblogged that post at the worst possible moment 😂)

Thank you! (*insert weird fangirling here*)

2. Why do you write fanfiction?

I write because I love telling stories! I love all the characters I write, and I love... I don’t know, thinking about what happens next. And I absolutely love the idea of creating different stories, especially when maybe I don’t love the way a story ends. It’s also turned into an amazing community, and I’ve made forever friends who are with me all day every day. And sometimes I write because my brain amuses me.

3. What do you think makes your writing stand out from other works?

Ohhh hmmm. I’m not really sure - I fluctuate between “I’m an okay writer” and “dear god why did I think I could write?” like, hourly ha ha. I know what draws me to the stories I love (and revisit and revisit and revisit) is a combination of things, and they’re all things I try to achieve in my own writing. The craft of writing matters to me, *words* really matter to me, so figuring out the right words, the way I want to say them, matters to me. Consistency of plot and authenticity matters to me. I really like things to make sense. The belief that happy endings are often messy, and take work and effort, but that they’re important, that matters to me. Redemption matters. Healing matters. Communication matters. 

18. Wildest fic you’ve ever written?

What counts as wild?! I’ve got a couple of WIPs in the Larry fandom that are very out of character to me (one is a mystery that starts with one of them murdering the other, and one is a threesome with another guy who’s been cursed with an extra penis ha ha). I feel like I either write short one-shots that make me laugh, or longer angsty things, but I’m not sure they count as wild. Maybe I’m not a very wild person? That’s very possible. 

[malenkayacherepakha]

Oh! Oh! For the FFWF I’d love to hear about any WIPs you might have? Thanks love! 💖

Ahh the only real WIP I have is one I’m writing for Big Bang, so I can’t talk about it here (although I desperately want to shout about it lol) ! I’d quite like to write some short smutty fics soon, so they’re a WIP in the very loosest sense of me vaguely thinking about ideas and looking for inspiration haha. 

Thanks for the ask! ❤

[dictacontrion]

I’m not in love, it’s only sex, he thinks, on his knees with his face buried between Potter’s arse cheeks, the sounds he’s making enough to pull Draco over the edge with just a few lazy pulls. I’m not in love, it’s only sex, he thinks when he Apparates home to an empty apartment from a hotel room paid by the hour, already missing the warmth of Potter’s body. I’m not in love, it’s only sex, he thinks, looking at Potter’s retreating form in an abandoned corridor at a Ministry function, his spent cock still out of his pants and covered in Potter’s saliva. I’m not in love, it’s only sex, he thinks one morning when he decides not to heal the bruises Potter had left on his hips the previous night as he came louder than Draco had ever heard him. I’m not in love he thinks as he turns down another interested man at his favourite Muggle gay bar. It’s only sex.

I’ll never be your chosen one by @andithiel

[drarryruinedme7]

Gaaaah I wanted to send you an eggplant back (and I’m doing it JUST FOR THE SAKE OF IT: 🍆🍆🍆🍆🍆🍆🍆) but rockmarina beat me to it! So I’ll go with the wireless because that one spoke to my heart

Ahahah hi, thanks darling!! ;My wireless.... aaaaaah!!! I don’t know why, it put me through such a BIG BLOCK!

But I love the idea, I already have like 9k of it and I absolutely intend to finish it. All I can say (because yes I’m still trying to gift it to the prompter jkdslajfkj) is that it’s set during 8th year  (I’m obsessed lately) and I wanna write itttt! ahhaah 

[glittering-git]

Hi sweet! I’m always helpful when it comes to procrastination, so can I have number 6 for the end of year ask?

Hi lovely, thank you for enabling my procrastination :D (I’m currently trying to multitask, so we’ll see how this goes haha)

Ooh this is a very fun question! I adore writing dialogue, so the hard part now is choosing my favorite bit. (and now that I’m being put under pressure, I cannot for the life of me decide which…) 

Here’s one of my favorite parts. This was just such a sweet and tender moment between Draco and Harry and I had a lot of fun writing it. It’s from my @hd-fan-fair, he touched me, so I live to know

“Knew you’d like this,” Draco mumbles into Harry’s neck.

“How did you know?” Harry asks, just as softly.

“You’re not good at asking for what you want, usually, but you’re especially bad when it comes to the matter of touch.”

Harry feels like the breath has been knocked out of his chest. He knows that he has major issues around touch, and specifically the idea that touch can be nonviolent, but he’s never had someone so blatantly say it to his face. Hermione and Ron had both tried to have careful conversations with him in the past, but he hadn’t been receptive to it, and they’d quickly backed off.

“It’s because of your shitty Muggle family,” Draco continues.

Harry starts to protest, but Draco cuts him off.

“No, no. I know not all Muggles are shitty, but your family certainly was.” Harry can’t argue with that. Draco squeezes him gently. “I’ve been keeping a list, you know.”

“A list?” Harry’s no longer phased by Draco’s non sequiturs.

“Uhmmm hmm.” Harry can feel Draco nod. “All the ways Harry Potter likes to be touched: a comprehensive study by Draco Malfoy,” he says a bit smugly.

Harry finds that he can’t speak, for some odd reason.

“You don’t have to say anything, my dear. Just know that I know you, Harry Potter, and I will do anything to make you happy, even if you don’t know how to ask for it.”

From the Fanfic End Of Year Fic-Writer ask meme! 

[julcheninred]

Tagged by: @andithiel! Thank you! 💖

3 ships: Drarry, Lamen, and, eh, how about Eleven/River Song, which I’ve just learned is called Yowzah.

Last song: Criminal, Fiona Apple

Last movie: Moana, but, like, half a year ago. My evenings were recently occupied with the Hermione fic, and now with the current paper art project.

Currently reading: I reread Prince’s Gambit and Kings Rising when we lost power for a few days earlier this month.

Currently watching: My kids playing Kingdom Hearts.

Currently craving: A blueberry Hostess fruit pie, which are probably no longer made quite the same way as they were when I was 8. 😢 Who wants to play? You’re tagged! Do the thing and tag me back so I can see! ❤️🌹❤️