[pm] Sorry doesn't even begin to cover any of this. You were right. I wasn't myself in scary, disgusting way and I screwed everything up in a way I can't come back from. I don't know when or if I'll be back but it won't be for a long, long time. Can't say much more than that. The house is yours if you want it. My guitar too. It's not much, I know I owe you so much more but it's all I have. I love you so much, okay? You're strong as hell and a beautiful friend. You /will/ be okay. Don't give up.
[pm] I’m glad you’re okay. I--
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