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This is to bid farewell on being a crazy fag ass at twenty one.

wait. how will i start this?

doesn't have much idea what to write about me being twenty one since it'll be the last day of it.

haven't seem to remind myself what in need to be remembered and what needed to be forgotten.

what are the good ones and what are the worst, the embarrassing, the sly, the sometime act of lasciviousness,  the sleepless, the dreams of whatever happened, something like that.

one thing is for sure that I indeed had a great time this past years of my Earth life and most of the odious moment made me learn a lot of things and kept in mind.

maybe one of the best mem'ries I've had this twenty one is that I actually fought my fear out of my friggin system and that is my childhood crush that became so intact inside of me for a decade. yea, if it is not for his brother's wedding i would never withstand that fear where actually i got a bit of embarrassed of myself asking my alter ego "wth are you doing this?!" but that just happened and there's no turning back for it like it's the chance you've been waiting for and finally snap* i almost kiss him. [lol i just made that].

then after a week of suppressing myself into that wedding day love story, i almost break out into scattered pieces. he's just so mean and a numb nuts. i just thought we're headed a great start that time which i keep on driving along but i was wronged he took me and push my feelings again into that path of oblivion. so after this and that i can tell i moved on a little bit, had my turn away into that said path, then i heard a lot of his damn issues which really is unrecognizable of his doings as far as i know him and then i thought he really did changed a lot. a total out of balance. and then just this past week i am about to bump at him and you don't wanna what it felt like that time. it was like i almost heard a background music saying "and it's all coming back to me now woahhh!!" hahaha! an emotion emerged both hatred and unconditional. [now i am getting exaggerated.]

and there's this one time that i am really drunk and I burst out with tears talking about me being a troubled being, nerving issues, not moving onto his father's death like dramas which nasty and so much embarrassing hahaha. not really that type of being a human guess i just really kept too much negativity that my insides exploded in front of my relatives that midnight. maybe I'll call for help or medicated or treat my psyche unto therapists if i can afford the price hah! lunatic.

had a triple night swimming for this summer. one is my lesbo aunt or cous' birthday and I party with some kind of an ape-like human and the Villa Constantino's pool was on it's way to it's end. second was the night with my loved cousins and i somebody ripped my top while playing that tag game on the pool and where this hideous man creatures like they got this forever thirst to girls. "damn existing vampires. sorry me being such a tease but it is fact." and the third night was me and lay and ate ika being pushed into that place and dive a second at the dirty pool for like a second cause we can't even survive the feature of the water and smell like they put too much chlorine in it. bleagh!

yea, the worst part of it was the #REDTourMNL!! Arghhhh! Taylor Swift's second concert here in manila at the Mall of Asia Arena. I am about to cry now that i open this one and up until now waiting and joining contests so i could luckily be picked and win a pair of VIP tickets. "finger crossed since day one .." and if not? then hell it is. lol kidding. i still love taylor and just put some music or videos while on her tour starting.

then there's this few books i almost read - #TheHungerGamesTrilogy #DiaryNgPanget #TheFaultInOurStars #IfIStay #WhereSheWent and etc.

so tomorrow is my day. what to expect? no idea, maybe i'll be surprise too. cnat be more excited. #smooch