Jan 12, 2013
angelicprettyboy replied to your post: Jesus H Fuck.
What happened…?
Oh I was just--dreaming about some fucked up shit. Don't worry yourself, gorgeous.
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angelicprettyboy replied to your post: Jesus H Fuck.
What happened…?
Oh I was just--dreaming about some fucked up shit. Don't worry yourself, gorgeous.
angelicprettyboy replied to your post: Hey, I know… I should stay out of stuff like this? But, I think you’re being a bit hard on yourself. Nick is great. He’s also able to decide who is worthy of his time and affection and who isn’t. I think you both deserve a chance at happiness. Let me know if you think I’m out of line. I don’t mean to be. I just want you both to be happy?
You won’t ruin me, Fen. Don’t worry, okay?
Right. Because saying "don't worry" has solved EVERYONE'S deep seeded fucking psychological issues in the past, right?
angelicprettyboy started following you.
I'm just winning all sorts of popularity awards today, aren't I?
Welcome to the blog, Pretty Boy. Name's Felicity.
angelicprettyboy replied to your post: I ship you with Derek and Phoebe and Vanessa!! and Lucian!! Because I can. That is all. Good dog.
I’m disappointed that I’m not on this list. I’m pretty sure we are otp.
Uh--I don't know what an otp is. I just figured out this shipping business. But uh whatever it is I'm sure we are. I mean, I think. If you think we are. I bet we are.
Heh.
Sleeping Together, not /Sleeping together/
Fenris set his phone down to tug at his clothing, trying not to glance at it too often. What if he fell asleep before Nick came? To avoid it, he left the light on, sliding into bed in his boxers.
It didn't take that long for Nick too long to arrive. After standing outside for a long moment, he decided perhaps he could try practicing his angel powers again. He closed his eyes and focused all he could on his destination.
When he opened his eyes again, he was in Fenris's apartment. But not in the bedroom like he wanted. He was getting better, but... still... off. He found himself shaking a little from the sudden teleportation. After rubbing his back for a second, he moved over to the bedroom door and quietly opened it to peek inside.
Fen's half lidded, sleepy icy blues drifted over towards the door as it opened. A smile spread across his face. "Hey." His voice was low and already thick and raspy with sleep.
"Hello..." he said with a smile. He slipped off his shoes and outerlayers and dropped them to the floor. Then, with a yawn, he moved over to the bed and climbed into it. After he snuggled up close, he planted a little kiss on Fenris's cheek. "How you holding up?"
"Worst day ever" He groaned. Fen's arms circled around Nick right away, and it felt like they were supposed to be there. He yawned as well, set off by his partner's. "Been better. Better now. Much better." He was too sleepy and had much too bad of a day to be embarrassed or self conscious.
"Mm..." he hugged him gently, nuzzling against his shoulder. "Sorry I wasn't more of a help," he said quietly. "Got... hit with a lot of shit while was out."
"M'sorry t'hear that...you okay?" Fingers moved to card lazily through Nick's hair, his eyes slipping shut. "Do I need'ta fuck s'mbody up?"
"Nah... jus' a crappy GPS taking me to hell an' back," he mumbled, shivering lightly at the touch. It felt really nice and made him close his eyes too. "Mundane crap... I'd've rather been with you..."
"The day I had? Glad you weren't." He pressed a kiss to Nick's forehead. He didn't know why he felt the need to be so...affectionate. It was like he was being pulled to him. Like the moon pulls the tide. He'd never felt anything like it before. "If Lucian tried that shit...threat'nin you...and you were there? I'da killed him."
He let out a soft chuckle. "Maybe it was good I... wasn't there then..." he gave a silly little grin upon feeling Fenris's kiss. He opened his eyes for a moment to just look at him. He didn't even feel that frightened of what might happen in the middle of the night. He just felt safe around this man. "Thanks, though."
"Mhm...I'd tell ya what I said I'd do...f'he tried t'hurt you...but might give you nightmares." He chuckled too, low and tired. Fen tugged Nick just a little closer. "I work with fucked up people. Don't like them thinking 'bout you."
He tensed a little at the mention of nightmares. He... had those anyway. He bit his lip, suddenly feeling a lot more awake than he had a second ago. But then he closed his eyes again and took a deep breath, trying not to worry about it. He was with Fen. He was safe. Fen would keep him safe. Nick would be okay. He hoped that would help.
He clung onto Fenris a little more, focusing back onto how nice it felt to be in his arms. Rather than... those fucked up dreams that he might have. It'd be okay. "I... like... thinkin' 'bout you," he said.
Fen chuckled again, fingers pulling away from his hair to rub at his back soothingly. Something made Nick's heart jump and speed up just then, and Fen wasn't sure it was pleasant. "You think about me?" He couldn't help the stupid smile on his face. "I'm glad. Think about you too." Normally, he might not be so honest, but he thought the sweetness might distract some from whatever made him freaked.
"Yeah..." Nick was finally relaxing again. He smiled a bit too. "It's kind of crazy, but... I--" he paused for a moment to give a yawn, "-- do. I do..."
"Both crazy." Eloquent. Very eloquent. He yawned too, yawns being highly contagious. Fen's face buried itself in Nick's hair. "Nigh..."
Before bed texts
Fenris: Hey. I'm uh...probably going to bed in a little bit. So.
Nick: Shall I slip in under your covers?~
Fenris: What?! Ah. Uhm. If you want to? I mean I wouldn't mind it if you--do you mean like, real? Or fake?
Nick: I mean I'm still out and I could totally drop by and make it happen.
Fenris: Might be sleep takjibg but i'f like thar so much
[Continued]
Nick: Why?
Fenris: I'm a bad guy, Nick. You're...
Nick: Some loser that just got out of rehab. I don't care if you're bad. I still like you.
Fenris: I'd hurt you. I'm bad at not hurting people. Like, emotionally. I'm bad at emotions. That's why sex is good. Sex is emotionless and fun and I get you for a night and I'm lucky and that's cool.
Fenris: And you could never be a loser, rehab or no.
Nick: Well, in that case, I'll have to help you. I'm patient...
Fenris: ...Nick...I'm really...I don't think...this probably isn't...
Nick: I want to help. Okay? I like you in my life.
Fenris: God knows why.
Nick: God doesn't know shit. I just care about you. I mean, you're handsome, fiery, and dedicated...I don't know. I like it.
Fenris: I also hurt people and put them in cages for a living. So there's that. I mean, they're not really people. But.
Fenris: That's why I'm no good for you. I do that every day and it doesn't even bother me.
Nick: My brother is mated with the devil himself. My best friend is mated with a serial killer. So I think you're fine.
Fenris: Fuck, Nick. I just...I just don't know, okay?
Nick: Fen...it's okay. You don't have to have everything figured out now. This shit takes time.
Fenris: Yeah. It takes time for normal people. Some fucked up guy like me who knows how long that'll take.
Nick: And I'll be here for you every day. Okay?
Fenris: ...yeah. Okay. I think I'd like that.
Nick: Heh. I'd like it too.