#angsty vent

[evyrmori]

staring into the mirror qomdering if youre faking it

only.experiences you have to share, that pour out of your muzzle is from years ago

yoy feel lost and undeserved to be a nonhuman

its been so long but god you feel so busy

tip top shape

perfect human

Everything must be perfect everything must be done perfectly as a human

nevermind your soul eats away at you, it cries out "you arent human! You dont know how to do this!" ignore the feelings of being more than this human body.

your mind is so far in the future you forget who you are now.

ignore that small animal within that whimpers as you prioritize everything but it. As it fades. as it becomes more human every day.

or maybe it doesnt.

maybe you just can't tell anymore.

...

you miss who you were before.

[chubbyybunnie]

The BPD mood of hiding in the bathroom pretending to shit because my partner triggered me and now Im splitting and I dont wanna be mean to him so now Im just venting angrily on Tumblr.

[chubbyybunnie]

Today is just a shitty day. My manager annoyed me and now Im pissed off and annoyed at everything. Fucking awesome ❤

[ramyeongif]

Some friends don't ever check on you but get REALLY really mad if you don't check on them regularly.

[eyes emoji]

[chubbyybunnie]

It makes me violently angry when porn blogs/bots interact with my stuff. Let me be fucking miserable in peace. Seeing some mans ugly gooch is not going to help me, I assure you.

[sushicatdead]

zing zing death I fucking hate step parents

Im afraid of her and its not fucking logical get out of my house woman

[freyaantoine-blog]

Hating the place where I live

I've never enjoyed living here. Never been particularly fond of the place to begin with but it's gotten so much worse over the last few years. Well six years actually. Or is it eight? Ten? My hatred (yes, sheer hatred) has made me put such a distance between myself and this town and everything associated with it, including its people. I know I've hurt my friends and my parents because of this. I've laughed at them for wanting to stay in this place, for genuinely liking it here, for thinking it's enough. I've belittled them for it. I act like a snob and a bitch because I think I deserve better than a quiet, simple and humble life in a small town. But I can't stand it here. I just can't. I want out. I need it!