#anonymous bean

[bunniigirlfriend]

Alright, Both your art and character is absolutely inspiring and spectacular. And I was wondering if you have any advise for those trying to make their own ask blogs?

AHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH LOVELY ANONYMOUS BEAN WHOEVER YOU ARE💓💕💗💝😭 ILY🥰

Honestly??? I don't know how to give advice on this sort of stuff other than... Well... tags... And interacting with different blogs!! Don't be afraid to talk to other people!! Most people are super sweet aka willing to interact 💞

I know how it feels to not have enough courage on different things. I myself am always really stressed and afraid to do anything because I don't want to hurt anyone or make anyone feel uncomfortable, which in the end makes my anxiety rise waaaay too much because I feel like if I make wrong move then everything's going to fall down like dominoes lol... But that might be because of my bad episodes I keep having.

Like, I genuinely feel happy being here on tumblr. I get to talk to people and share my stuff and have fun. But I can't help but worry and stress over every single thing. I don't really know that many people from here. Like, I know them as in I have interacted with them, but not actually talked to in person probably because my anxiety won't let me I have huge NPC energy and I don't know what to do anyways whoops

I am still very insecure about Nova and my art. Everyday I question deleting everything and possibly starting all over again, or just deleting all my Nova stuff. It's hard and even though I'm constantly being told not to do it I just kinda,,, still think about it, you know? It's hard dealing with all of this and make decisions you don't regret the second you make them.

But hey, I hope you don't feel like this. It sucks so much and I wouldn't want anyone to stress this much over something like that. One thing I have to say: do it! Make an ask blog! Risk it for a biscuit! You miss 100% of the shots you don't make, right? So don't be afraid to be brave and do something you always wanted to. It will bring you a lot of fun, I can guarantee. 💕💗

Also, your kind words really motivate me to do more stuff. It really means a lot 🥺

[samanddeaninpanties]

Is "to fall down at your door" an abandoned story? I just read it last night and I'm kind of in love with it but AO3 says it hasn't been updated since 2017 and I kind of cried a little bit on the inside when I read that ;___;

Noooo!!! Nonnie, please don’t cry!!

Okay, I can explain: I’ve been doing a lot of bangs and challenges this year. I did the sastiel bb which posted a couple months ago, my team free will bang which is posting on the 14th, and my wincest bb which is posting next month. Plus I’ve got 3 paid commissions I’m working on. I took on too much and certain WIPs paid the price.

To Fall Down At Your Door is NOT abandoned. I WILL finish it. It’s just on hiatus until I get specific projects up and out of my hair. The goal is to get back to it in November at the very latest! Kind of perfect timing because of Nanowrimo, if you ask me.

I really am sorry you read it only to see it hasn’t been updated in so long.

Edited to add: can I write you a ficlet to make you feel better?? I can even do one in that verse if you'd like!

[samanddeaninpanties]

I know this is random but I saw a post the other day that felt so cruel to me? It was saying all of the reasons that a certain ship could and never would be canon... idk maybe I’ve spent too much time in the SPN fandom but it’s like. Just don’t post about a ship if you don’t like it. Obviously 98% of ships are never canon. Just let people enjoy their fiction. (Idk why I felt the need to drop this in your inbox but. Thanks)

You can drop anything in my ask box, don't worry about it!

I wish I had something intelligent or new to say about your comment but honestly? If someone spread that post around and you felt like it was cruel, I think that's a good indicator to unfollow that person (unless they were arguing with the post). And this is assuming you saw it on your dash. Otherwise I'm not sure what to do there. Some people can be/are cruel. The only thing we can do is limit our contact and protect ourselves from them.

I really don't have time for people who spend their days trying to dictate what other people are allowed to like. Who made them judge, jury, and executioner? Just. Fuck that noise, you know?

I hope you're doing ok btw. 😘

[samanddeaninpanties]

that teal hat... it doesn't look entirely real. kind of like a sticker that was plopped onto the pictures. cartoonish. dunno if i like it or not.

Excellent description! The hat doesn't look real to me either. Jensen's hat distracted me for the wrong reasons and I can say with 100% certainty I don't like it.

[samanddeaninpanties]

Uh, hell yes to compliance!

I might just go for it. We shall see! I'm gonna give it another hour before deciding.

[samanddeaninpanties]

I'm not that person :D I'm just the same random anon dying for some Compliance and taking what I can get until then! :P I hereby dub myself 🦄

Ooooo yes!! I know you 🦄!! (@wearingdeantoprom and I are still at work on Compliance. The new chapter is going through the editing stage right now and it's been a bit of a struggle, so the wait is longer than we'd anticipated).

I'm flattered that you're willing to "take what you can get," though. Sounds hard!

[samanddeaninpanties]

hold off?! Why would you do such a thing? Why would you deprive us like that?! *respectful but needy grabby hands*

Maybe it's because of the *grabby hands* but my first thought was that you're @mayalaen

If I happen to be wrong, I'm sorry for my assumption. And no matter who you are - thank you for caring! This ask made me smile. :)

[samanddeaninpanties]

I thought I just had a few incest ships but then I realized I have one in practically every single fandom I’m in 😩 I’m with you buddy

Not sure what I was expecting but damn am I glad you're a buddy who understands my bullshit and not an anti :)

Keep doing you!! Ship all the incest all the time!!

Edited to add: does anyone else wish we had a multifandom big bang for incest ships and not just the wincestbb? If one exists, please point me in the direction of it but I can't say I've heard of a multifandom incest bb.