#anor4xia

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My bf is buying me dinner even though I kept saying I didnt want anything :'( and hes gonna make me eat it in front of him im gonna off myself

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I lost almost 5 lbs this week!!!

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I just found out one of my roommates clocked the fact I have an ed immediately because of my behavioral patterns and idk how I feel about that 😭

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Im such a disgusting fat fuck and when I went to dinner I ordered grilled chicken salad but they gave me a side of fries and I was stupid and I ate them so I went over my limit and im at 1200 cals today someone shoot me (;＞_＜;)

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I made spicy cauliflower rice with spinach and its so yummy it is definitely gonna be a heavy rotation meal of mine its so good to increase the volume of a meal without a million calories the whole bowl is 213 calories (the majority comes from the olive oil I used so it has the potential to be way less)

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I had to go to dinner with my boyfriends family last night so I went over my calorie limit which is really annoying and I just ended up maintaining but its okay we try again and lock the fuck in today 💔

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Today's cals [470]

I did indeed eat like garbage today cause I need to go grocery shopping but I wanna use up the rest of the things in my fridge/freezer I have before I buy new stuff and I only had 15 minutes to eat something before I went to work 😭

6 chicken nuggets (270 cals)

Garlic bread (110 cals)

Fiber one cookie brownie (70 cals)

And two monster energys (20 cals)

(Yesterday I had 840 cals but I forgot to log it..)

I honestly think I prefer doing my omad in the morning because I dont feel as tired in the day