Jan 25, 2022
i am fucking mortified
i clean an office for $$ and many times i just take a little sobbing break on the balcony bc yk it's night and fresh air is nice
tonight i was ideating a bit too close to the edge of the balcony and obviously just sobbing and looking down but i wasn't like..gonna do it
i look to the side and on the balcony just next to me is a dude smoking, starring at me bewildered and i just ran inside before he could say anything lmao i am so embarrassed and i want to die