Bittersweet farewell
Today I had the worst day. I was dreading seeing people because of having a bad time on Friday night and not knowing what people would twist the situation to be today and then I went out for dinner with a group of friends and basically had it confirmed that I can't even be friends with my ex best friend/former housemate. It only hurts so much because I'll always miss that we used to be friends even if we haven't seen eye to eye for a while. And I'll miss knowing that I had someone there to call at any hour of the day like I was still there for him a few weeks ago. And it hurts that he's taken to insulting me behind my back when just a couple of hours ago I was really trying to at least be civil and friendly. I guess tomorrow is just another day.