I seriously need you to stop refollowing me. I do not like people that send strobes and triggers. I don't care how pro-shipping you are, doing that isn't cool. And I'm tired of blocking you over and over again.
I already have a IRL stalker who I have to CONSTANTLY keep blocking over and over despite having a No-Contact Order issued by a judge against him. Having to do the same for you is really pissing me off.
Are you doing this on purpose? Is this my equivalent of receiving a strobe? Do you have my username written down somewhere to follow over and over again? That's fucking creepy if that's the case.
God, can I even come off anon if you have my name written somewhere? Will I get strobes, too? Or More harassment than I'm already fucking dealing with from the 600 accounts my stalker has made?
Fucking stop. Leave me alone. This isn't a subtle hint anymore, it's a demand the size of the goddamn sun. Stop. Refollowing. Me.
Shut the fuck up, stalker, I did NOT consent to you trauma dumping your alleged situation NOBODY asked about, do not attempt, for your sake, to use legal vomit to a victim who knows the law better than you and has moral authority over you, you don't have the legal standing, you are, right now, on my blog, in my house, in my situation, you are the background, the background doesn't make "demands the size of the sun" they obey demands the size of UY Scuti.
"A No Contact order issued by a judge" try five, "600 accounts" try 100k, by your cult, having to do the same for you is really pissing me off, and you're begging to be the sixth No Contact order I file, you have no idea what harassment is, the only thing you know, is how to harass people who speak up against you, one day in my situation is worse than a year of the problems you pretend to have.
Since you decided to come into my inbox and pretend you're in any position to debate, let me make something crystal clear to you.
You do not make demands here. I do.
This is my blog. My inbox. My name. My trauma. My situation. My sexual boundaries. My history. My survival. My safe space.
You are an anonymous account tied to the same predatory, cult circle that has spent an obscene amount of time monitoring me,
discussing me, tracking me, misrepresenting me, sexually harassing me, fakeclaiming me, and keeping tabs on people around me.
You do not get to walk in here wearing a victim costume being a wolf in sheep's clothing and pretend that a Tumblr follow notification is the central harm in this story.
The central harm is the coordinated harassment. The offsite surveillance. The “situation” tags. The gossip servers. The Reddit threads. The Discord logs. The people treating your victims' lives like a group project. The sexual harassment campaigns. The weaponized fake concern. The laundering of rumors through “safety” language. The minors endangered by your circle’s behavior. The predatory people protected, platformed, excused, and fed information because the only real priority was maintaining control of the narrative.
You are not a judge. You are not a court. You are not a guardian. You are not a handler. You are not the owner of this blog. You are not entitled to manage my followers, my follows, my posts, my boundaries, my language, my trauma, my disability, or my response to the campaign your circle has created.
You came here pretending to be afraid of being “written down somewhere” while you have kept track of your victims' medical information and others across platforms.
You came here pretending a refollow is stalking while your circle has stalked my accounts, my posts, my friends, my followers, my tags, my sexual boundaries, and my history as an abuse victim.
You came here pretending to care about triggers while your circle has targeted rape imagery in order to trigger somatic damage and retraumatization of your victims.
You came here pretending to care about safety while you have endangered minors, circulated exploitative material and rumors, sexualized victims, and cooperated with child molesters like Nathan Hill because it suited the campaign.
You came here pretending to want no contact while choosing to contact me, on my blog, through anonymous, like the ragebaiter you are, teasing going off anon without having the backbone to do so, to put a face to your provocations.
This is what is going to happen.
You will stop contacting me. Do not send anonymous asks. Do not send named asks. Do not use sideblogs. Do not use friends. Do not use “concerned third parties.” Do not use throwaways. Do not use burner accounts. Do not use fake victims as messengers.
Stop checking my blog. Stop checking my tags. Stop checking my followers. Stop checking who I follow. Stop checking who interacts with me. Stop checking my activity to carry it back to your server, thread, group chat, tag, and gossip circle.
Stop using “safety” as a disguise for surveillance. You do not get to stalk someone socially and call it community protection. You do not get to keep tabs on vulnerable people and pretend that you're innocent. You do not get to manufacture fear around victims while you and your circle has repeatedly, criminally, put minors you orbited in peril.
Stop involving minors. Do not use minors as shields. Do not expose minors to adult harassment campaigns. Do not circulate sexualized material, jokes, rumors,, art, videos, involving minors. Do not use minors as props in your obsession with triangulating victims.
Stop circulating sexualized violations. My body, my sexuality, my trauma, my abuse history, my boundaries, any sexual content involving me are not community property. You do not get to discuss, distort, mock, archive, trade, reinterpret, or weaponize them.
Stop laundering grooming behavior through fandom language. Do not hide behind shipping discourse, anti/pro labels, purity language, trauma language, or “protecting people” rhetoric while play-acting predatory behavior, coercive group behavior, and sexual harassment campaigns.
Stop misrepresenting your circle’s harassment campaigns and putting the weight of your victims. Accountability is not dogpiling. Accountability is not sexual haraasment. Accountability is not fakeclaiming. Accountability is not tracking a person across platforms for a year because they spoke up against you and everything you did. Accountability is not using a victim’s disabilities and trauma responses as ammunition.
Stop weaponizing disabilities. Do not use epilepsy, triggers,, trauma responses, and accessibility language as props in a smear campaign. We, disabled people, are not rhetorical shields for you to hide behind while you harass disabled people.
Stop rewriting the strobe narrative. You do not get to used force teaming tactics with me because you and your cult got caught sending strobes to epileptic people and trying to kill them, not so subtly trying to deflect when I sent lights to able bodied sexual predators who made rape coded imagery of me.
Stop using your alleged situation as a guilt trip, your nonexistent issues in real life do not give you the right to project your situation onto the victims you stalk behind discord servers.
Stop reversing victim and offender. I am the person you and your circle has tracked, smeared, sexualized, fakeclaimed, mass reported, and gossiped across platforms. You do not get to erase the campaign I have been living through because you didn't get to live comfortable a second of your privileged life.
Stop using anonymity as armor.
Stop stalking people who want nothing to do with you.
Stop being a creep: disrespecting victims' posts, identity, trauma, sexual boundaries, social circle, and account activity with your consorts, all of you who have harassed, groomed, exploited, sexualized, threatened, and endangered victims.
Stop using victims as content. I am not your thread topic. I am not your server entertainment. I am not your prop. I am not your play. I am the person holding you accountable while you continue to collect victimhood from your victims.
Stop demanding access to victims' boundaries. You do not get to provoke me, then harvest my reaction. You do not get to hurt people and then analyze how they respond.
Stop pretending this is mutual. This is not “drama.” This is not “both sides.” This is not a misunderstanding between equal parties. This is a survivor speaking up against a cult and grooming ring and a LARPer like yourself nobody gave permission to speak with bait at my door, In my house, while being part of my stalkers.
Fully. Permanently. Without commentary. Without loopholes. Without excuses.
Without anonymous asks. Without tags. Without group-chat gossips. Without “just asking questions.” Without using someone else to do it for you.
And since you seem confused about what a boundary sounds like, let me give you one:
I do not consent to contact from you.
I do not consent to being stalked by you.
I do not consent to being discussed in your groups.
I do not consent to my trauma being used as content.
I do not consent to my sexuality being violated, analyzed, mocked, or archived.
I do not consent to my disabilities being fakeclaimed, weaponized, or debated.
I do not consent to followers and friends being treated as acceptable bait to get me to come after you.
Unlike yours, mine are actually enforceable, morally and legally speaking, I can get a judge to enforce a restraining order, you can't get a judge to do anything because you got followed by someone you followed first.
Unlike yours, mine are coming from the person whose space this is and the victim of the situation you're an offender of.
Unlike yours, mine do not require me to pretend an anonymous has weight.
Unlike yours, mine do not require me to erase years of harassment so anon#759 can feel powerful for five minutes in my inbox.
Stop sending asks. Stop participating in groups that monitor victims. Stop putting people's names in your mouth. Stop touching my life.
Do not EVER come here again, pretending that you are being hunted because you saw a notification from someone you followed while YOU have stalked people for over a YEAR.
Get out of my inbox. Get out of my tags. Get out of my orbit. Get my name out of your mouth. Get my body and trauma out of your conversations. Get minors out of your campaigns. Get child molesters out of your information channels. Get your “demands” off my blog.
This is the only demand that matters here:
Leave. Me. Alone.
