Her.
I can’t begin to describe this girl. From the day we started talking on msn, I knew I could never live another day without her. We had chemistry immediately, like I had known her my whole life. I didn’t really spend much time with her before I left, and I wish I did. I can honestly say she is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I told her that everything happens for a reason. I have a hard time believing that now. The past year has been mistake after mistake. Once I fuck something up, it is like a domino effect. The one thing I fucked up the most is getting a chance to be with her. She’s too good for me, but she can’t even see it. She is my motivation to get up every morning now, because I can’t wait to read a message from her the next morning. If we didn’t talk everyday, I don’t know how or if I could even handle it. She has no idea what she means to me, and I hope one day I can show her. I may be “Wearing my heart on my sleeve”, yet again, but I won’t regret the outcome. No matter which way it goes. I trust her completely with everything, and that is hard for me to do with anyone. I love her, and I don’t care what you say. I refuse to let her out of my life, and this guy she chose over me… I have one thing to say to you. You better keep her happy.
