#anurak.

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open. / bio.

" anurak. " word is uttered as if it were obvious, like their name should've been known from the start. as if it was foolish to not know it. " nothing else but anurak. i won't respond, i won't react and i won't listen if you use any other name or variation of it. " his gaze is empty, a void staring down at the other.. yet a lips form an insincere smile, almost unsettling in its appearance. " nicknames are.. a silly human fad. i have no interest in it. are we clear? "

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Δ = playing with their hair wings, yayy anusaki

it's unfamiliar - the feeling of another's hands 'pon your wings. but you allow it, just this once. his fingers are gentle 'pon your feathers, caressing them as the softness brushes skin ever so lightly. you watch him with a small genuine smile on your face, wondering just how long he's wanted to do this before he finally was brave enough to reach out and touch them.

" having fun? " yet there's a strange tone to voice, something never heard.. was it real sweetness that dripped from your words? actual curiosity? were you showing him something real for once? how special he must be to see a sliver of who you actually are. " you don't have to be that gentle, i won't break. they're just.. sensitive. " a wink added, sensual.. almost sinful in what you're alluding to. @ohcruel

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@ohcruel

" is there a reason you wear it? " you point at the cross, a smile turned rotten dangles 'pon lips like a thinly veiled threat. " i guess i just didn't take you for the religious type, my mistake. really, how unbecoming of me to judge you so suddenly.. well, are you catholic? christian? "

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@souleris gets an anu!

" must be thinking about something very intensely. " you pinch his cheeks harder than necessary, smiling at him. " what's troubling you today, mm? this could be like confessional for you, i'll be the kind priest that'll hear you out and cleanse you of your sins. how lovely is that? "

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you are so good at recognizing the obvious. ( to anurak, from here! )

" aren't i? " head tilted to the side, a grin paints itself on visage but everything about you feels.. off. your tone is friendly but almost too friendly.. and your face is like a mimicry of the human's expressions you've seen. a mixture of interested and pleased when you feel the exact opposite. " mm, most people aren't. the obvious thing could be right under their nose and they still wouldn't get it. you understand that well, don't you? "

a laugh, warped and far too loud to be real, falls from your lips as you stare. how curious.. how interesting.. how entertaining. " do people like you? you can be tell me, i think i have an idea of what you'll say after all. do they enjoy your voice? your words? your presence? " and lower, quieter than before. " does it feel good to be like this? be honest - with me and yourself. you can still repent if the answer is no.. He might not forgive you but i will.. divine punishment waits for all, isn't that fun? " @risendeads

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open: anurak.

" i'd bet you'd look nice on your knees. " a upwards quirk of your lips, as if laughter begs to be let out. head cocks to the side, braids shifting with the motion. " what's that look for? " you're doing it on purpose, acting like this; you like to push 'til a reaction is given and then you bask in that so beautifully, relishing the feelings they let loose. " how vulgar.. i simply meant when you kneel to pray. what else could i have possibly meant? my, shouldn't such thoughts earn repentance? perhaps.. five, no.. seven hail marys. "

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" there's nothing good about me. not a cell. " / anusaki...

" do you want me to disagree with you? is that want you're seeking? no.. no, i think you want me to reassure you that you're right. " a click of your tongue, a slight raised eyebrow aimed his way. if he wants to believe so badly that there's nothing good about him, why should you try to persuade him otherwise? why try to make him think any differently? no, that's no fun. your lips form a wolfish grin, nodding as you move forward, closer to the other.

your lips hover near his ear, your voice lowered to a soft whisper that drifts through the air for him and him only to hear. " you're right, there's nothing good about you. it's a shame.. but should you really be letting yourself be around someone like her then? " closer, lips brushing 'cross the skin of his ear, voice rough and raspy. " aren't you tainting her by being so close? ruining her? she's better off without you, you know that. so why do you insist on sticking to her like some kind of disgusting parasite? "

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this place is fucked, and you know it. (mia to anu)

" i'm aware. " something vague, almost intangible - an admission but not enough to really say much, a mere acknowledge that it might be true. or at the most, you're aware of how 'fucked' it was. after all, it doesn't take a genius to know what they're referencing. but at the same time, what does it matter to you? unlike other angels, you don't get punished as severely, if at all. no, the uppers like you far more than most and that allows you to get away with far more than you should.

" is that an issue? " your smile doesn't feel real, not with the way it strains around the edges, a scowl threatening to appear 'pon your typically kind features, as if the mask is about to fall off. " why not just go along with it? " your head cocks to the side, eyebrow raised up in question. the place might be fucked but it allows you to do whatever you'd like without the looming fear of punishments, being considered a sinner and such. you're special despite it all. why not embrace that? why not indulge in it? the other angels can suffer if it means you're praised. @adglaciem