#anxiety squad

[lostinpeacesoothingemotionsnj]

[lostinpeacesoothingemotionsnj]

My anxiety is turning me into stardust of mess

[tennisdadsaficionado]

✨ tiny triumph / big chaos energy ✨

my anxiety has been absolutely feral today and the RSD has been a whole fucking bitch, but guess what?? i actually left the house. willingly. for a WALK.

i’ve started playing Pikmin Bloom again because apparently i need tiny plant guys to bully me into touching grass, and honestly? it worked. i did 0.5 miles - ON MY OWN - without my crutches.

it was enough to get me out of breath, and just enough that my leg was like “cassie no :’) stop this nonsense immedately.”

i’ve been doing about 0.25 miles lately, so now we’re levelling up to 0.5 miles until it stops being quite so tricksy.

anyway. i’m really proud of myself. chaotic goblin victory achieved. 🍃✨

[neilyl]

Listen, 90's babies/kids, now we are all fatal huh.

Not one is saved.

[specialinteresthaven]

I have lots of anxiety

My anxiety has been spiked up since yesterday so I’m creating an anxiety squad, who want’s in?

[fifteen-steps]

LIFE UPDATES 25/9

Sooooo

Big stuff happening! Really long story short - this guy I used to work with in the forces got me an interview for a job I really really reallyyy want in the security field and im super pumped.. Already bought a fancy shirt and all. Even if I don't get this job (though im highly optimistic) I decided im going to quit my shitty job at the bookstore.. Ive been there for three years and I can feel the tiredness and frustration taking over me as i'm being underpaid and under-appereciated.

Simultaneously ive started taking 2 online courses, which, if I pass by 85% grade or more, are supposed to be my best chance to get into my 1st choice university.

On the not-so-bright side of this update.. I had a major fight with my girlfriend this week, and a few small ones as wel.. this hit hard because we've been doing really well lately and I guess I thought it would just be okay from now on.. we love each other so much, but we're just so different.. Anyways things are cool now between us. I am making a real effort on this aspect of my life rn.

And last but not least..I decided I definitely need therapy. Living with constant anxiety was fine when I had nothing going on but now there's too much at stake. My doctor already suggeated to refer me to a therapist so the costs can be partially covered by my health insurance, so I'll do that I guess..

So to sum up - Im both terrified and excited for what the future holds for me. Good luck anxiety squad

[mellow-jellow]

Meet my new son Mihashi Ren, I adopted him last week

[angery-vegetable]

I tried my hand at digital art for the first time in a while