#anxious attatchment

[tarothermit1]

Wow who knew the absence of my dad for most of my life would fuck up my perceptions on future relationships.

I watch myself react to trivial things and twist into somethiing entirely negative. I'm always thinking "what if..." I know it doesn't have any basis in reality whatsoever, but I still feel as if it were true.

At least I have some form of self awareness, even though I still watch myself do the same patterns. It's exhausting, really

[st4rs1ut]

attachment issues r so dumb like why do i think hes going to leave me when he goes to sleep?? why do i get scared he doesnt want to talk anymore as hes telling me all the depraved fucked up things he wants to do to me?? why do i miss him every second im not speaking to him?? urghh </3

[theratfollows-blog]

Reject Me Please

Take me off the ground,

scoop me up.

Take me out of my cocoon.

Unwrap me ever so gently,

Hold me.

Lift my hopes, caress my face.

Turn off the lights,

Back up slowly, and gently

And when I turn around, I’ll pretend to be asleep.                                Then leave.