#anyway !!!!!!!!

[wantbytaemin]

incredibly awful dad joke incoming. her name’s rui bc she ruins you. naturally.

[abigail]

forgot to take any full body outfit photos but anyway I decided to wear the white lace dress yesterday <3

[bangcakes]

ppl at my work literally start for like a few weeks n then go on vacation only to eventually just leave the team or the whole entire workplace fjfjkdkdm. like i wouldnt care but it affects the kids when theres so much turnover n inconsistency.... like............ the amount of ppl that just do this as casual work..... get out ur making shit harder for the kids AND the other staff fjfjjdmdmdmdmd

[madefate-a]

a very important hc. kureno was always a well behaved child -- a combination of his own temperament and the early years he spent with his mother and father, he not only listens to what he’s told, but tries to do it well. to whatever extent he’s able to. --- except at the dojo. most of the children on the extended sohma estate were expected to do some amount of training at the family dojo. and while kureno never went so far as to try to sneak out of lessons, it was a miserable experience every time. he has always been naturally clumsy and, when possessed, dealt with more difficult attention difficulties than he did as an adult -- as well as a strong dislike for fighting even in the controlled and safe environment of the dojo. on top of that, he expended as much energy trying to appear invested and grateful as he did in the lessons themselves; everything together meant that his least favorite thing to do was any form of martial arts, and he never improved beyond a shaky grasp of the basics. fortunately, after a few years, the pressure to participate was alleviated and he dropped the activity altogether. 

[cssndrium-blog]

i have always been scared of you.

pain like a physical blow   ,   pain like a knife wound   ,   bleeding and hot and deep   ,   ache thrumming to the quickening beat of your heart   .   cheeks are red with surprise and hurt and cassandra doesn’t want to know what she looks like   .   doesn’t want to see the look on his face when he realizes she was hurthurthurt   ,   it hurts   .   

pain like something quick and fierce   .   a kill shot   .   for a moment   ,   cassandra’s mouth shakes   .

i have always been scared of you   ,   he says   ,   speaks it like the truth   .   speaks it like swearing an oath   ,   speaks it like you were never friends to begin with   .   does anyone ever like you   ,   girl   ?   can anybody ever put up with you for long   ?

i have always been scared of you   ,   he says   .   always   ,   constant   .   he has always been scared   .   cassandra wonders if the words are ever going to hollow   ,   not sound so LOUD in her ears   .   they threaten to leak from her ears   ,   leave her in the tremble of fingers   .

pain   ,   pain   .   tighten your fists   ,   girl   .   harden your heart   ,   girl   .   you made a mistake in ever letting it go unguarded   .

❛    i GOT IT   ,   eugene   .   loud and clear   .    ❜     it’s spit like poison   ,   what a venomous woman you are   ,   mh   ?   no wonder everyone’s afraid of you   .   no wonder eugene has always been afraid   .   cassandra could make it worse   ,   could nail the coffin shut   ,   could say   ,   you have more to fear   ,   eugene   .   fitting in   ,   being one of them   .   you can take the BOY from the crime but can you take the crime from the boy   ?

but she’s never wanted to hurt him   .   anybody   .   not really   ,   not fully   .   she   ,   cold and alone and hard   .   biting   .   full of poison   .   still soft   ,   somewhere   .   she’s never wanted to hurt anybody this badly so she doesn’t   .   turns away   ,   runs   ,   like she does   .      ❛    tell rapunzel i’ll be gone for a few days   .    ❜

                                                                                                         // @sonnenstola !

[songofyourself]

my mom started grilling me on why there were so many lesbian movies on her netflix list (i genuinely don’t know) 

but i went with “i don’t know, anyway i have my own profile so it definitely wasn’t because of me” 

wrong move, because then she went “wait do you watch these movies” and i had to backpedal into “i don’t even watch a lot of netflix” because god i am not having this conversation with her again and it’s exhausting

[reuenthals]

at this point i know that barcelona is Home-Home like super home bc i have a complicated love hate relationship to all its corners & spaces even more than hometown (which is too big to get to know esp w/o a car) & without the rose tinted effect of places i Love but havent Lived in