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I've always been encouraged by my mother and other water signs that it is crucial to not only aspire to embody the characteristics of water (formless *Bruce Lee voice*) but to indulge in it whenever I have the chance. Lately, I've been trying my best to do that such in ways that may be seen as rituals or me, simply enjoying bodies of water. Lol
Last summer I didn't even get to wear my swimsuit because of how hectic everyday life quickly became. I found myself belittling myself whenever knew I had to chill and relax. I often call relaxation “laziness” which limited both my body and mental from much-needed recuperation. I became a workaholic in the worst light and allowed my lifestyle to consume me. I’ve noticed the difference in my character as well. I wasn’t even doing weekly bath rituals or dancing in the rain. Everything was out of wack and I felt a lil bit closer to the passive hell we call depression.
As of recent I threw on a swimsuit and went to a cute lil beach here in Michigan. The sand was hot and satisfying...as well as my company and the juice we didn't care to keep cool. I've found myself missing the simplicities of just being amongst a large body of water. It felt so good and so very refreshing. I’m am now rekindling the flame with water (whatever that means) and is taking the initiative to be more like it with everyday interactions.
I need more of it, like a drug. Gimme all the waters, all the natural resources.
