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Last day in 2022 ~ 1st, thanks for myself - still survive until today when your dailylife like jet coaster ~ even for several occasions make u wanna cry but u know it was useless~ cry and tears won't change anything~ only you who can help yourself ~ in this year, learn more about ' 2nd faces '.which how to ' read ' the fakes one~ it make you more stronger even when someone try to stab you from back~ its nothing since you already used with all these situation~ although its still hurt and painful sometimes~ ~ again and again, thanks for everyone who still stay with me and even gimme some new experience~ 今までありがとうございます~ これからもよろしくおねがいします~ thanks for everything until today~ look forward to working with you~ ~ wish and dream in 2023? happiness for everyone~ and maybe we can have short meetup again in 2023 Happy New Year 明けましておめでとうございます #aoryutochanzdiary https://www.instagram.com/p/Cm1gjudhgB7/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Take a short break before back to work~ 2 days from 1 year~ some of friends even asked ' did u really love or job or... ' 🤭 meetup my ' old partner ' and had deep discussion, teach me another facts which ' kids bad behavior started from their parent. if they can't teach their kids properly, not only ruining their future~ but others too ' its disgusting with that an ' old tales ' ~ woman stay at home and master in kitchen~ meanwhile man go to work - even shouldn't or mustn't enter the kitchen~ its more like : ' woman ' as maid or even nurse in the name of ' family ' or ' wife ' i said that not only base on theory~ because ' I know it so well ' ~ i understand not all man were like that~ or not even all woman like that.. just if u had nice and good relationship, you're so lucky~ keep it~ ~ another wish list in 2022 was had a short ' city-tour ' thanks for accompany me~ maybe I need walk more than 20k, to release all stress and exhausted~ 😅 tired and relieve at the same time~ ~ ' a week before ' to ' after christmas ', so manythings happen in a good way~ wish and hope I can had some too in 2023 had enough with all these drama in 2022~ with ' who think I only had 1 concern ' and think ' know me so well ' ~ just... mind ur own business~ thanks a lot for who still stay with me ~ who listen, accompany and help me until today~ wish and hope the best for you all~ thanks for all good lessons and memories~ 💙💙💛🐥🐥💛💙💙 #aoryutochanzdiary https://www.instagram.com/p/CmxcY4KhSZq/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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(≧∇≦)b(≧∇≦)b finally~! Tim Jompo~! *punch (≧▽≦)(≧▽≦)v after 2 years for our little gathering!! we still miss with others members too~ wish they can join us later~ having short talk and discuss with same frequency, really refreshing~! help me to learn another informations and forgot my burden - my pain for a while~ 3 days straight before ( even untill d-day ), I need to work over-time around 1 - 2 am which my body specially my back, shoulders and eyes were hurt so much. luckily, all those pains were gone! I even take some ' extra - time ' before went home~ something I learn from them were ' they accept me who I am ' ~ we're not perfect, the way we talk sometimes too straight-forward, harsh, but we're understanding each other~ when I tried to flash-back, we already together more than 8-10 years~ maybe its the reasons why we still together~ I'm see them as best-friends... but as ' family ' ~ and sorry for my late post~ thanks for all my bday presents~ i'm so grateful for your attention and love to me~ I wish the best for all of you~ always be healthy and surrounded with good peoples and environment too~ #aoryutochanzdiary https://www.instagram.com/p/CjS1Ef3BCwr/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Another extra age this year ~ (≧▽≦) 1st, thanks for all surprise, congratz, wishes, and presents~ sorry if i'm not post or mention one by one~ Thanks for all my friends who still with me until today~ listen, help and even stay when i'm in bad condition~ Thanks for myself too, which still alive until today. Recently everything like ' jet coaster ' in everyplace, every situation~ sorry if i can't show or even repay all your kindness~ i understand everyone of us had our problems but still give your times to listen~ I wish all the best for us ~ Wish and hope all our burden and problems will be gone sooner ~ Wish we'll be surrounded with kind - pure human being ~ with true heart, mind and soul~ b'cause good-enough with all dramas~ #aoryutochanz #aoryutochanzdiary https://www.instagram.com/p/CjBJaJ3BdWZ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Take a little break before continue another ' war ' ~ ' healing time ' at Villa Eldorado ( cisarua ) with design team~ おつかれさまでしたー #aoryutochanzdiary https://www.instagram.com/p/ChZ4tkdB2PW/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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so many things happened~ especially about relationships. at home~ works~ and anyplaces whenever you go. whenever that topic cames as main talk, it had same ' red thread ' which all about ' ego ' and the concern!reminder was ' never lookdown other's value ' because u never know or even understand ' what they had been through ' and the worse one was ' when put others as your victim for protects your egos and asked ( or even force them ) to forgave all your mistakes ' its like.. when you broke a vase over and over and you wish that broken vase will back as the new one~ from all those up!down moment, still had some nice experienced~ feel proud with my self.. hangout alone in big event~ let me count as ' me time ' ~ (?) its not as easy as I thinks~ since its a big event~ not mall or park~ and I always avoid crowded~ take a new big step for another adventures~ maybe oneday~ I can try another adventure alone without feeling lonely~ #aoryutochanzdiary https://www.instagram.com/p/CfjpgQGBBUq/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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another stories~ another lessons~ another memories~ so many things happened.. being so lucky and worse!state at the same times 1st time got Door-price and it were SAME too?! (2nd) Luckily, my co-worker help me with exchange hers, but heavy rain was on the way to home~ next day my unluckuly day which its so hard to got ' online!driver ' - 1st was ignore me, 2nd rejected, several times were over-time... and even the public bus left me behind when I already waiting infront its door.. after another tried ( more than 5 ), finally I got one~ *sigh so many things happened even make my ' memories ' getting worse.. which become GREAT deals and lessons too~ but something I always wonder and the ' time was come ' too.. " are u had any good memories with ur parent? " tbh, it took several times to re-called it... since already closed it too long.. and my final answer.. " if I gone, did their tears mean their love ? but why I can't feel it..? " #aoryutochanzdiary https://www.instagram.com/p/CdGbyAkhrO1/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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🔔 01.02.2022 🔔 🧧🎇✨ 新年快乐 . 恭喜发财 ✨🎇🧧 Happy New Year . Wish you prosperity and wealth. ＼(^o^)／ Happy Chinese New Year~ Welcome February ~ so many things happend in 1 month and let them become beautiful lessons and memories~ Thanks for everyone who still with me until today~ Thanks for listening, gimme some advices and supports~ Wish you all the best~ and Stay Healthy~ #aoryutochanzdiary https://www.instagram.com/p/CZavIQ_BEYK/?utm_medium=tumblr