i watched the podcast, and the VERY first thing i would like to say is: go watch it. all this absolute foolery that has been happening around this podcast for ages now is absolutely ridiculous.
this is possibly the most gut-wrenchingly honest louis has ever, ever been. like, i can’t believe i’m saying this, but he has been far more open and honest about so many deeply uncomfortable parts of his life so freely and in a new light whilst respecting the parts that hurt him in the tragedy of it all.
i am speechless, but i have so much to say at the same time. i’ve said this before, and i will continue to say it till my absolute last breath: louis is the strongest person i have ever come across, and i say this whilst having an extremely tough life myself. he is still the same person he was back in one direction, when he released aotv, and now in this podcast. it’s just that he has so many versions of himself, but that doesn’t mean he has changed; he has only grown into this beautiful man whilst embracing it all.
that man is the testament of letting your vulnerability and weakness be your absolute fucking strength and to simply get up and brush off your bruises and keep moving even when everything feels impossible.
hear him out, and hear him out without any doubts or “oh, he must have spoken about this so fuck him, i guess.” because when that is done, it simply boils down to one exchanging this love as something that’s conditional.
the way his journey to success has been, multiple times that is, as he had to start from zero so many times is just, as always, so so so inspiring and brave. he is the bravest of all, even when things got/get so fucking impossibly difficult for him. he doesn’t let it define him. he only lets it make him stronger, and that’s unimaginably admirable.
please, i urge you to see him beyond the narratives. i say this for both him and harry. they are not characters in a movie; they are real people with a love they cannot express yet, or maybe they never will. and honestly, who am i, or who is anyone to be the judge of it? as i have said, this is not about us. it is never about us. it’s about them. and all of it eventually boils down to their individuality.
what a beautiful podcast, truly. i was in tears the whole time, just absolute love and respect for him. he is so so so loved by me, and i hope it is the same for most of us.
i’ll forever love him for who he is. like my goodness, i am so so so exhaustingly proud of him. i’d tear my heart open for him, he deserves nothing but the best of every fucking thing in this world.
it's just the beginning for him and all of us <3
