#apanromantic

[genderhawk]

So today I went out and spent time with actual people and during that time I called someone out for bigoted language, played temple run on my friends iPad, and stole a crown.  I think I did ok.

[ogspooky-blog]

apanromantic replied to your post: apanromantic replied to your post: whats the...

TWO WEEKS I SAID TWO

YEAH AND YOU WERE ONLY 2 AND A HALF MONTHS OFF OMG

[ogspooky-blog]

apanromantic replied to your post: whats the next girl you think youd date?

I bet 5 bucks your next is a boy. Just sayin

you also thought my last relationship would last a week

[ogspooky-blog]

foggycitymornings replied to your photo: Idk I tend to have too much fun with shaving.

Im sorry but how the hell do you manage to be so ridiculously adorable with a shaving cream beard omfg

n-euro replied to your photo: Idk I tend to have too much fun with shaving.

cutiE stop

t-w-4t replied to your photo: Idk I tend to have too much fun with shaving.

aw

apanromantic replied to your photo: Idk I tend to have too much fun with shaving.

hawt.

You guys are the best liars a;sdkfj.lkja

[sylveonne]

I hope the people I invited over tonight all know they're getting giant Allie kisses at midnight

so um if you guys happen to check tumblr

you've been warned

[sylveonne]

Well uh. Tonight was eventful. I got bitten by a drunk girl. And """"danced"""" with drunk folks. If the world had ended today, at least I would've gone out swinging. I won't let the door hit me on the way out, either. Fuck that. I'm not going anywhere. I hope you all had fantastic nights and have amazing holidays. c: Even you, babe. If you see this, then like seriously. Give me a few days and I'm more than willing to be your friend. I still want you to have your Christmas presents and I'd love for you to still sleep over on my birthday, but I totally understand if you don't want the former and/or are uncomfortable with the latter. You're still my best friend above all else and I was having a shit day earlier and couldn't form the words but I am honored (HONORED) to have been allowed into your life. Even if you hate it. Even if it makes you miserable. You were and are a bright spot in my life. Hey, fuck it, I'll tag you. I want you to see this. You're still amazing and I love you to bits because you're a fantastic fucking human being with the biggest heart and are so very sensitive and REAL and I admire that about you. You're not afraid to change your mind and get out of something when it stops working, even after you've made attempts to work on it. Babe, you're awesome and my opinion won't ever change. I don't have enough time in my life to spend regretting even a single moment. I hope that one day, you can maybe see your life that way too. You deserve to be happy, just like anyone else. (Sorry for the folks who don't like text posts without Read Mores. I'm on my phone. ;;; Eep.)

[sylveonne]

Daily (or not so daily anymore...) five!

Sales. They make my wallet cry with joy.

My cousin Kai. He is so incredible and sent me his old binder and ahhh I miss him so much and he's just so amazingly helpful and cool and idk idk he's fucking fantastic.

Good bass in your car. My dad's has better bass than mine (plus a subwoofer) and I had to drive it around for five days and oh man that feeling you get in your chest that thrums? I love that. ;__; And his car provides me with it.

Good song lyrics. It's amazing how instantly some of them click in your head...

Johnathon. I just...am. And for the most part I feel so incredibly at home and comfortable with him which is totally awesome. I've been beating myself up over him and stuff he's been doing lately and literally getting sick and crying and whining and curling up into myself and staring at the wall and just sjkdfgndf it was bad and stressful and really intense BUT he said he'd stop doing one of the risky things he was doing and I am just so incredibly grateful that I don't have to worry about getting a call about him being in the hospital and asleep and hooked up to machines and me sitting there and being able to do absolutely nothing. Or him going out while intoxicated and doing something incredibly reckless and getting himself hurt. Just the fact that as soon as I had come to terms with not being able to do ANYTHING and being a useless and annoying factor in someone's life, he turned around and surprised me. Again.

[sylveonne]

Tonight was rough. Five things. On my phone so no cut or fancy bullets. - My Landmark community. We were so fucking brilliant all of today and I am just so madly in love with all these people and the amazing things they're doing and are creating in their lives (and by extension, mine!) and I just feel so great being a part of something so much bigger than myself. Sometimes I get scared to share about Landmark because basically it kind of jostles your brain into recognizing that you need to take responsibility for your life. And a lot of people are unwilling to do that. But it's been such a blessing to be able to partake in the courses and I've met so many amazing people because of it and I just love the whole thing to death. - Sky. I already made one about Sky but just. Ugh. He is so fucking awesome and is always there for me and he goes through so much shit but takes responsibility for his stuff and lives his life the way he wants and just. Well. I dunno he's just one of those people I instantly meshed with and it's been brilliant ever since. I love you, man. - Johnathon. Baby, you're so fucking cool. I just...ugh. I can't even express how grateful I am to have this dude back in my life. We had a messy as hell break up that I'm still trying to clean up the mess from a wee bit, but he's been nothing but supportive and sweet and kind and open with me since he came up to me and hugged me the other day and apologized profusely. I love him to death and he's an amazing guy and I really wish that everyone could see that (himself included). - Pandora Radio. Now I don't have to make my own playlists. Hell yeah. - Warm blankets. It's getting cooooold, dude. Blankets are a necessity.