#apollonschild

[thisunsimplelife]

apollonschild said: 30 kg dead lift ain’t just for fun o.o I’m definitely impressed, you rock! I can do 15-20kg in form!

Thanks! Gonna try and do 35 kg tomorrow, but I don't wanna kill myself xD

supersizetosuperhero said: Hi! Welcome back! We missed you too!

Hey you!!! :D so good to see my favs are still here :3

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apollonschild replied to your post “I used to prefer being alone. I used to like it. I used to get...”

You write really well, I love reading your long posts:) and your subjects usually give me some inner peace like the words fit me too

Thank you so much. This is exactly why I post. I know somebody out there is feeling the same things I am. And look, here you are.

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apollonschild replied to your post: Monthly Check-In

Yo I bet you’re a lot more muscle now than you used to ;) so a small weight gain is just really small this time because you’re all that beef!

What a sweet thing to say. I hope you're right!

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apollonschild replied to your post: Why am I bleeding.

Sounds weird! If its normal though just go with the flow *im so funny*

Hahaha oh my :P

I really don't mind the bleeding. It's the cramping that comes with it that I hate :P

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apollonschild replied to your post: Okay guys I'm tired but I'm also terrified

I’ve had nightmares for five years now…. Try making a cup of tea and do a couple of push-ups? It might sound weird but it works to make me tired when I’m too haunted

Five years?! Ugh I'm sorry ): I'm just torn between wanting to go to sleep and not wanting nightmares :\

[exorciseyourdemonsold]

apollonschild replied to your post: Read More →

Well I’m also just making suggestions and talking about myself for perspective… I think I’ll have to just wish you good luck on the meeting, maybe your bank man will have some advice for you! I can’t say much else than keep faith. *hugs*

thank you 

[exorciseyourdemonsold]

I’m sad to hear that, man. Sometimes you get stuck in a situation but you can’t opt out on the hope of a better future. Just keep applying. Or go to school. Actually almost anything gets exciting once you start studying it. How about nutrition?

apollonschild replied to your post “apollonschild replied to your post “apollonschild replied to your...”

*my comment was too long so i'm making another*.. or what about maybe taking a small loan, getting certified personal trainer and apply at all the gyms? That's a goal of mine.. Also I want to become a bartender.

apollonschild replied to your post “apollonschild replied to your post “apollonschild replied to your...”

*continuing again, sorry!!* For now I've been pretty much struggling to make a living so I deliver newspapers around in my area. And I know that there will be easier times. Right now is just not one of them...

I've looked and I cant find any courses that I can afford. Considering the bank manager wants to see me on monday because of the state of my finances I am very doubtful they will give me a loan. I am a certified personal trainer but I am nowhere near ready to start applying or training people. I have applied for jobs that are identical to what I already do and didn't get it, I even applied to be a cleaner at a gym and got nothing. 

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apollonschild replied to your post “apollonschild replied to your post: Twenty one years and I still...”

Yea well, stuff!! Work different jobs, see what comes out of that writing class, become a cook or become a travel guide. Chase it like it's temporary and give it your best every time you might just end up finding a passion along the way :-)

I have been trying to get a different job for 5 years. I can't get anything else. Its just not happening.