Jul 30, 2018
the biggest difference between when Im well and unwell is how hard or easy things feel. Things feel easy right now. Even objectively hard things feel... easy to try for, you know. Like they aren’t easy things, but the effort it takes me to try is easy. I can look at this mountain and think “yep, thats a mountain, its gonna be difficult. Lets do this, I guess”. Which is just a world away from where I’ve been, and been for a long time. Making toast used to feel too hard sometimes.
I just am really appreciating how easy things are feeling at the moment. Stuff that wouldn’t have been possible at all six months ago, I can do without much thought. Its just really nice to be well again. I really hope it lasts.