soft angst starters // Accepting
❝ ..... && so what are you’re feelings now then?? ❞ His fingers curled at thethought, He was tense, VERY tense, he couldn’t even look Chise straight onas he spoke, Elias felt like he already KNEW the answer && yet, refused to admit that was the truth, he wanted to hear the girl say something else; somethingthat would prove his assumptions wrong, so that he would be given a chanceto make things right—
Would she even allow him such privileges??
Elias couldn’t even think of what might happen if she were to answer, would shebe mad— upset... SAD?? his insides churn at that thought, he feels his bloodrise, but not in an outrageous emotion, instead it rose with guilt. He’d preparedfor this moment; for the day Chise might turn away— because of his own actions,he’d feared for it, but he knew all the while that it was bound to pass... But eventhen, as prepared as he was, he still felt as if this was all too unreal && suddenhe couldn’t handle it...
He let her down— he’d shown sides he didn’t want her to see. Why was he so FOOLISH??
❝ Do you hate me now ?? ❞