Well, Jenn hit the nail on the head for me.
When I first found KC, I was more lost than I realized. I was in a tough marriage that didn’t seem bad at the time, but was missing so much. I was lonely, and neglected, and making the most of an inevitably lost situation.
This fandom brought so much joy into my life, I don’t even know where to start. I was able to take all of my emotions at any given moment, and release them onto a bunch of strangers from all across the world, and you all just took it. You gave me an escape and embraced every silly, weird, creative, smutty thing I threw at you, and I can’t imagine what my life would be without you all.
I found 5 of the coolest chicks, that I love so dearly. They have been a constant in my life every single day since the first Skype call the six of us were on almost 6 years ago. We have laughed so much, and cried with each other, and have celebrated every milestone that has come our way. Successes, failures, love, death, heartbreak, birth, CAR CRASHES. So many moments that never would’ve been there if this ship never existed.
I am sad and annoyed that we are not getting the ending we deserve for these two. But the more I contemplate on this, the more I realize that...
I already won!