So I got tagged by lovely aquaauras and I answered her questions and made my own and tagged some really cool people, so yeah
1. Have you ever tried so hard for something and wanted it so bad but never got it? In the end are you glad it never happened?
I'm pretty badly spoiled by my own luck and people around me, so there haven't been many times like this. I guess that the only things that really mattered to me and which I wan't able to get were good relations with some people. I really tried my best to be a good friend to some wonderful ones I've come across, but my efforts weren't enough. It does make me a little sad sometimes, but in the end I would say I'm glad, cause it gave me a chance to meet others or have wonderful friendships with them (like how probably if me and her were friends I'd lose Him in a way?)
2. What kind of music is your favourite and why?
I definitely don't stick to a genre, but I would say that my favourite kind of music is the one with meaningful lyrics? Words really do know a way to my heart. Or perhaps the songs that remind me of some poeple or some events from my past.
3. Any cool/useless talents? (like being able to lick your elbow)
Yes! Yes! I've got tons of these! Like I don't have those really cool ones, so I have these useless, but they're pretty fun. Like I've already mentioned once, I can shower (with washing my hair) in less than 4 minutes, I was also told I am wonderful at caressing and cuddling (this makes me feel really proud and happy to be honest .////.) and aside from that I can draw really shitty drawings that are perfect in showing how I feel most of the time.
4. Nicest thing that happened to you this year so far?
I'm not sure, there has already been a lot of lovely things happening to me and around me. I can write down a few that had the biggest impact on me - I've been on winter holiday in mountains with lollialice and it was the lovliest holiday on earth - we played superdanganronpa, watched anime, sat on tumblr and I could practice snowboarding. Perfection. Also I've finally had time to meet youllbethecure. And I admitted to Him my feelings and it felt scary, but also calming, even though we both know everything. Also He promised He won't leave me alone when I was most terrified, and yeah that's kinda nice too.
5. Favourite colour/pattern you like to paint your nails? or do you hate nail varnish?
All white/all black or natural pink! Like it kinda goes well with everything and I like these colours too, uwu
6. Something that happened that changed you or how you saw the world (can be big or small)
I'm not really sure right now, I think everything changes me and my views a little bit, everything has some kind of impact.
7. Is there anything you started that you wish you’d finished? (learning a language, making a scarf etc.)
Oh, basically everything, I mean I'd love to finish learning french and japanese, how to write and draw and continue exercising and my diet (health one, im gluten, eggs and soya intolerant and i have problems with meat and sugar).
8. Is your memory pretty good or terrible? Do you wish you could forget/remember anything from your past?
It's ok I guess? Like normal, I think? I tend to forget stuff but thats mostly cause im so careless and absent-minded. I wish I could remember more.
9. Any phase of your life you look back on and laugh at?
All my life is a joke, really.
10. Favourite food to eat when youre feeling crappy/ill?
Anything sweet, sugar sugar sugar, I crave that mineral. Ice cream, hot chocolate and marshmallows work best. Also I love chicken soup and mint tea, cause both of these remind me of childhood and calm me down.
1. When was the last time you genuinly laughed and what made you laugh?
2. What scents do you find most pleasant?
3. Could you please tell me about a poem, quote or song that reminds you of someone important to you?
4. What calms you down, when you're nervous?
5. Did you ever have any 'secret place' of yours? What kind of? And if not, did you ever imagine having one or want one?
6. Is there anything you're really looking forward to right now?
7. First three thoughts that come to your mind when you think about summer?
8. Is there anyone who you would trust with your life/most important choices regarding how You're going to live?
9. Who did you want to be in the future as a little kid?
10. Give me your own definition of one of these words please - happiness, love, trust, loneliness, friend, soul?
And I tag: lollialice, youllbethecure, senpaisgirlfriend, origami10, sorglegt-lorelei, theredbearsaysroar, ghost-princesse, miicreamu, pinku-blush and of course You too aquaauras if You feel like answering again! <3