Apr 13, 2025
i wish i could experience watching Druck s3 for the first time again. i'm in the need for a good, deep and cathartic cry, you know?
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i wish i could experience watching Druck s3 for the first time again. i'm in the need for a good, deep and cathartic cry, you know?
Hi! I'm not sure if I've missed it or not but will the wonderful fic you've written called "i hope you still see me just the way i was (and i won't be judged for doing as i ought)" be updated or are you done with it? I'm not trying to push or pressure, I've just been curious. It is the best fic I've ever read to be honest. Much love to you!
Hey! Childhood AU huh? I have had a few people asking, but honestly I’m not sure, I’m definitely not done with it, but I also not working on it right now, I have other projects I’m working on, plus actual work and other stuff going on. Life is busy right now. But there is still more to come from that fic and I desperately don’t want to leave it where it is, there’s still David and Matteo going to school together and having so much fun! So it’s definitely not finished, but I can’t give you an answer as to when it will be back either, sorry <3
Been taking a little smaller dosis of my meds for a few days and I've been yapping but it's been fun!! I've been silly and crazy and alive! But I also feel so much shame. I feel like I am too much. I take too much of others time. I talk too much. Laugh too loud. But fuck, does it feel nice to be a little more me. Even with the shame.
I'm jealous of how easy it is for AMAB people to have a more genderless/gender fluid expression by growing their hair out... Or I guess I'm upset that I can't do shit about my gender expression to match my agenderness, because of my stupid chest that is too big to bind or tape. Bad gender day today.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 6/? Fandom: Druck | SKAM (Germany) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Matteo Florenzi/David Schreibner Characters: Matteo Florenzi, David Schreibner, Jonas Augustin, Abdi Ates, Carlos Schmidt, Other Character Tags to Be Added Additional Tags: self gaslighting, Anxiety Summary:
Matteo is sitting on the bench by the window in the locker room, listening to “Jesus Christ” by Brand New and smoking a cigarette, when suddenly he hears someone clear their throat. In full blown shock and with rushed movements, Matteo bumps his head on the window as he tries to simultaneously close it and open it further to throw out his half-smoked cigarette. “Fuck, shit…ouch! Shit..” he whispers not so quietly to himself. His clumsy endeavours earns him a chuckle from whoever cleared their throat before, and Matteo quickly looks up to find warm eyes smiling at him, with his teeth and gums on full display.“Hi…uhm...I’m sorry that I always seem to scare you, I promise it isn’t intentional!” the boy says, chuckling in between his words. Matteo is unable to create any noises that might be coherent, so he just smiles, embarrassed while scratching his forehead that was now sore after hitting the window. “What is he doing here? Did he follow me? Will he tell on me for smoking on school property? Fuck, why is he so beautiful?” A million thoughts where racing through Matteo’s head, and he still didn’t quite know what to do with himself.
i wish it wasn’t such a fight, i wish it didn’t make me feel like i am being difficult and stupid for saying i am non-binary. i wish i could own it. i wish i didn’t need the acceptance from others, i wish it didn’t matter. i am gonna try to own it this year. i need to at least try.
Just spent almost 4 hours writing a davenzi fic update instead of doing the million things I need to get done this weekend, and honestly? Time well spent, if you ask me
I understand that people are moving on from writing davenzi fics or are just too busy to and I am grateful for every fic there is but I need more, you know? I might start writing some myself once exams are done with 👀