Pairing: Finarfin x fem!reader
Summary: After being in love with each other for a long time, Finarfin and you decide that it is finally time to take the next step.
A/N: I love Finarfin so much, but even after searching for a long time, I wasn't able to find any x reader fic with him, that had sexual content (maybe I was just to stupid to find it, though, so please tell me if you know any) so I decided to just write one myself. Hope you like it <333
It was your and Finarfin's first time and you talked and thought about it for a long time because he wanted to be sure that you were really ready to take this step. After all, it also meant that you would marry him.
But you had never been so sure about anything as you were now. You wanted him. Everything of him.
So, on a warm summer evening, Finarfin and you had retired to his room. Everything started very slowly. At first you only exchanged gentle kisses and he held your hands tightly in his.
Then he had slowly and carefully begun to remove your clothes while you slipped his robe off his body. You realised that he had already undone some of the buttons to make removing his clothes much easier for you. You were thankful for that, since you hands had started to shake a bit in excitement.
He gently kissed your eyelids. "Still sure you want this?" he asked gently.
"More than sure," you said, and without hesitation you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him into a deep kiss.
His fingers slid carefully over your exposed bare skin. His fingertips tickled as they stroked along your sides and you let out a soft giggle, which was slightly muffled as your lips continued to move against each other.
You too reached out to explore the skin of your dear Finarfin. It was softer than you had imagined and it made you press closer to him so that your breasts softly pressed against his chest.
Finarfin let out a soft moan and broke the kiss to catch his breath.
His cheeks were flushed, you were sure yours were too, and his eyes were shining with excitement.
His hands found their way to your cheeks and he gently rested his forehead against yours. "I am so glad to have you, Vanimelda."
You kissed him gently. "So am I to have you."
He chuckled, but unlike usual, there was nervousness in his chuckle.
His eyes slowly travelled over to his bed and then met yours again. When he noticed your gaze, he reddened even more.
"Maybe we should- "He nodded over to the bed. "I think that would be more comfortable for you- but if you want to stay standing, that would be fine with me too!"
It was somehow reassuring to know that Finarfin was just as nervous as you were.
It wasn't a bad nervousness, because you knew he was one of the best and morst trust-worthy people you ever met, but rather an excited nervousness. Because even though you had been together for a while now, you had never been so vulnerable in front of each other.
"No, that was a good idea." You pulled on Finarfin's arm so that he would follow you to the bed.
You lay down carefully and he crawled over you. A few strands of his blond hair tickled your bare skin and made you feel a little less nervous.
"I think this is best for the first time." he said a little sheepishly and gestured to the position you were currently in. "At least that is what Nõlofinwë told me." He looked embaressed to the side. "I asked him for advice, you know."
You reached out a hand and placed it gently on his cheek, making him look at you again. "I think that is the best position to start with, too. We can always try something else in the future." You put extra emphasis on the word future, which Finarfin didn't miss, judging by the soft smile that now shone on his lips.
Carefully, as if he was afraid one wrong move could hurt you, Finarfin slipped a hand between your legs. The feeling of his hands slowly approaching your clit and tickling the insides of your legs was overwhelmingly beautiful.
You spread your legs apart so that Finarfin found space between them.
You felt a growing warmth between your legs, and your heartbeat quickened even more than it had before.
As his fingers drew closer to your center, your breath hitched and you stared with fascination at his fingers.
Finarfin's touch was delicate and he hesitated for a moment, his eyes fixed on yours, seeking reassurance.
You gave him a gentle nod, encouraging him to continue.
Finarfin's fingers finally reached your clit, and a soft gasp escaped your lips as his fingers started to gently caress the soft and sensitive skin there.
His touch was careful at first because he didn't wish to overwhelm you. He traced his fingers along the outside of your outer lips, teasing you a little.
You felt a heat pooling deep within you, and a sweet ache began to spread through your body that you had never felt before.
Finarfin's gaze found yours, as if he wanted to see if he was doing it right.
Although you were only able to nod at him, your expression already spoke for itself.
Then his fingers became more assertive, sliding deeper into you. With every touch he seemed to get a little braver as he found out where he had to touch you to make you moan or whimper softly.
Over time, Finarfin's breathing became heavier and he leaned down and pressed another kiss to your lips. The kiss was still gentle, but way more passionate now.
He let his forehead rest against yours while his touch became more urgent and he started to move faster.
You could feel his hot breath on your lips.
Your fingers found their way to his upper arms and you clung to Finarfin while the climax approached.
"Arafinwë!" you exclaimed breathlessly. You hadn't even thought about saying his name. It just seemed like it was a natural reaction of you.
Finarfin's movements intensified, his fingers finding the right spots almost perfectly.
The feeling was overwhelming, sending shivers down your spine.
And then you reached the climax. Your fingers almost lost the hold they had on Finarfin's arms.
For a few seconds you just lay there, your heavy breathing the only sound in the room.
Then Finarfin carefully pulled his fingers out of you again, causing you to whimper softly.
One of his hands gently stroked your hair back and he kissed you soundly on the forehead.
"Would you like to carry on, or would you rather wait?" he asked gently, kissing you on the forehead. "That seems to have exhausted you a little and I would hate to hurt you, Melda."
You shook your head and caressed his cheek with your knuckles. "I want to continue," you whispered, still a little dazed. "I want to feel you even closer, Arafinwë. Please."
He laughed softly and gently kissed the tip of your nose. "How could I ever say no to you."
His hands found their way to your head and held it tenderly as Finarfin's lips found yours again.
His body pressed against yours and it was incredible to feel so much of his soft skin against yours. You could feel the warmth radiating from his body.
"Melda?" he asked softly against your lips.
"Yes?" you asked, already out of breath again.
"Before we take this step, I want you to know that I love you." he whispered gently.
You sighed lovingly. "Oh Arafinwë, I never doubted that. I love you too."
Then his lips were soft on yours again and one of his hands moved slowly down to your hip, while the other remained buried deep in your hair.
You could feel how hard Finarfin was as he pressed himself carefully more against you.
His lips parted from yours and he asked softly, "Ready?", his eyes searching yours for understanding.
Without hesitation, you nodded, unable to speak a word. Your heart pounded in your chest, as quickly as it had beaten when you had kissed for the first time.
Finarfin's lips met yours again, and the world around seemed to fade.
Then you felt him slowly and carefully slide his length between your folds.
It was almost impossible to describe what you were feeling because it was so much at the same time.
Just the idea of being so close to Finarfin was incredible and was only surpassed by the actual feeling you had as he slowly filled you.
You were sure he wasn't fully in yet when he stopped.
"Arafinwë?" you asked, but your voice was hoarse as your walls stretched around him, trying to adjust to his size, for he was much larger than his fingers had been.
"Melda." he whispered softly, "How does it feel? Is everything all right?"
You nodded slowly. "We can go on slowly." you whispered to him. "I just need to get used to it. Maybe- maybe it would be good if you took a short- short break when- when you are all the way in. Just for a moment."
"No problem. As long as you are okay." His hand still lingering in your hair began to gently massage over your scalp. "I will go on slowly now. Please tell me if anything hurts or is uncomfortable."
You nodded as your heart overflowed with love for your Finarfin, who was only ever concerned about you but hardly ever thought about himself.
Slowly he pushed himself deeper into you and soon he seemed to be completely inside you.
He paused and his eyes darted to your face, apparently to see how you were feeling.
Now that his whole length was inside you, it took your body a few seconds to get used to the feeling, and even though it was a little uncomfortable at first, it was also a nice feeling to know that a part of Finarfin was buried so deep inside of you.
And as your walls slowly got used to being stretched like this, it was one of the best things you'd ever felt.
You nudged your nose gently against his, eliciting a slightly strained but happy smile. "We can continue, my dear."
Finarfin began to move slowly inside you and your hands found their way to his back, where they clung as he moved back and forth inside you.
At first only soft whimpers escaped your mouth, but soon loud moans filled the air and you weren't quite sure who of you was making what sound.
Then faster than you had expected, you reached your peak for the second time that day, just before Finarfin reached his own.
You could hear him breathing heavily as he cuddled up to you and nuzzled his nose against your cheek.
His hot breath brushed across your face, but you weren't really able to do more than lay in the warmth you had created and catch your breath.
You had never felt anything like this before, but you were glad that you had had this experience with Finarfin.
A few minutes passed and as you were almost dozing off, Finarfin whispered, "You are perfect, you know that?"
You turned your head so that your lips were only a few centimetres apart. "So are you. Believe me, so are you."
"I love you." he whispered softly and then added with a joyful smile, "We are married now, remember?"
And all of a sudden it hit you again. Sex equals marriage. You were married.
"I could not be happier, husband," you laughed and had just enough strength to wrap your arms around his neck.
Finarfin also wrapped his arms around you. "And how happy I am, my beloved wife."
