#arc.tba

[altaemia]

Everything you ever were- It was nothing but an illusion to those who saw you. The world you slipped into now is not the homeland you chose. It is not the place you were once from. Your bones are aching, your soul is tired and you look like a lost and frightened child in a world full of blood and terror. You were not a broken boy always. There was a fate that was better than the bones you now shook in. Upa closes his eyes, tiredness seeping into his core.    Being on the run made everything in you hurt, made everything in you ache. He swallows and catches his teeth on his lower lip, he’s shaking. He’s trembling. There’s nothing left to go back to, nothing but a raised hand and a knife in the ribs. He looks worse than he feels, a type of numb in his bones. Ra had done a number on him before he had escaped into a portal. This wasn’t even his homeland. He didn’t have his family here, only the magic woven to create a name here. To be what the humans were here. He breathes in the deserts sands here. It’ has a taste like his homeland but is not Bhor.                      “Fuck.” He mutters leaning on an abandoned home, he’s not quiet sure. His throat is dry, he just wants water, and he wants sleeps. A little rest won’t hurt him, no one is going to find him, not when he doesnt even know where he is.          @huckleberrytm  / for what i mentioned on our phone call.

[skjebne-a]

Ebb away the frozen shards that kept you under. The carbonite was cruel, a haunting reminder of how much that had been lost. But you still searched for her. Despite it all, you had red hair on your mind. The flash of red, the haunting reminder. You cannot remember exactly if you both had gone under or if it had just been you alone. Bucky breathes out. The air here is cold. He needs to find a better layer of clothing. He believes this is Hoth. He does not know however what year it is. The last time he was awake, order 66 was what had him and Natasha running from death.      @solereus​  / because i love you gates and you deserve a confused bucky

[koeii]

“ you make me feel safe. like i’m allowed to be anything i want. ” ( siren AU )

It is dangerous. He is not mortal man and she should not be so deeply attached to him. The seas have been his home for so long. He is aware that neither of them should be this close. Sometimes he wonders if fate had caused it when he had seen her saved as a child. None the less it concerns him, how easily she allows him under and to slip into her skin. He breathes for a moment, eyes glancing towards her.    “You should be more careful. It’s still dangerous to be alone in these parts.” 

[maque]

❝ you’ve met with a terrible fate, haven’t you? ❞ (ana)

legend of zelda starters

He watches her backside as she moves. The mangled affairs between his brother and himself were ones that he wished he could have forgotten about. The way that he allows himself to breath in air is on a whim of being alive still.  Genji knows his fate was cursed the moment that Hanzo was born. His entire upbringing was following his older brother’s footsteps. Sometimes he really hates that about his childhood. He knows what it’s like to be the rebellious sibling, the one that is the outcast because they don’t care for the world they were told to be in.     None the less he spits blood from the corner of his mouth, red eyes looking back at her. “Hasn’t Caleb said enough. Why pour salt in a wound that you already know is there?” Genji says dryly at her, eyes narrowed.

[maque]

‘ you’re all duct tape and safety pins inside. ’

SUPERNATURAL SENTENCE STARTERS . / @dissolvedshadows

He let you kiss death before you plead for a bargain. You stopped breathing for six minutes before he let you scream again. Genji’s body had been rebuilt at what cost? His humanity, his life, everything he was. There was no good ending for what he had endured. Not after the amount of blood that had lingered in his frame. The amount of served nerves and what had been erased. The demon standing before him is taunting him. It is an echo, a cruel reminder that he is less than human without the grasp around his soul.   Red eyes flicker to Caleb’s frame. If he wanted he could cleave his head right off of him, but Genji is knows enough that he knows it would be unwise. That it would be better to keep him alive considered the entanglements that have to do with his flesh and bone, and his soul. Genji purses his lips for a moment, trying to mask his features.              “And you have a stick up your ass, don’t you have a sister to bother?”     Hanzo should have tried harder to erase his heart.

[maque]

“Is that any way to treat an old friend?”

NETFLIX’S  ‘ RATCHED ‘  SENTENCE  STARTERS .  / @huckleberrytm

It had been a surprise to say the least. Genji had not expected Jesse to be able to make it out to see him. They hadn’t seen one another in ages, but it was also the fact that they knew seeing one another wasn’t always going to be a thing. Genji’s heart had a lot of love for the other man, but exactly getting him to himself was a thing that didn’t happen too often. Not to mention the years spent in the states felt like years ago now.    Genji none the less lights up like a child when he sees Jesse. He can’t help the fact that he flings himself into the older man’s arms. The cowboy hasn’t changed one bit and he’ missed him. Gods has he missed him.  They make the distance work as tiring as it can be sometimes with timezones and how cranky they can be. But standing here now, Genji is overjoyed because Jesse had shown up.     None the less he catches his fingers with Jesse’s expression soft at him. “I thought you said you were coming next month.” He can’t help the fact he’s a bit overjoyed but also a little bit emotional. He’s missed him. He’s missed his boyfriend a lot. He knows that teasing tone in Jesse, and he wants to just curl up into him for hours back home. Genji just likes to settle close to him. He just really likes the soft affections and having Jesse home.       But what surprises him more is the resident card that Jesse produces.  Genji is pretty sure he can feel the hot wet press in his eyes. It had been a ring first and now seeing a resident card, Jesse is full of surprises and Genji can’t help the fact he’s more than a little bit emotional.  “You...” he can’t find his words right away.  “That’s a resident card.”  Genji can’t get out the words right away.      “Uh huh.” Jesse mutters with this soft little smile. Genji could get lost in staring at it. He leans up on his toes to kiss the corner of his mouth, soft not harsh or anything dirty. Just a simple softness because this is perhaps the best gift he could get from anyone. Genji none the less keeps his fingers laced with Jesse’s and despite his jetlag he knows Jesse wants to do whatever with him.        “You said you wanted to check out that cafe? The one with the cats.” Genji mutters softly to him. He’s beaming though, keeping their fingers intertwined as they walk. He can’t get over the fact that Jesse is staying with him. And there’s this little afterthought of “You get to live with me.” All soft towards him. “Jesse, you are moving in with me.”      Jess laughs warm and sweet, and Genji feels like he’s coming home all over again.

[maque]

“Don’t do anything you might regret.”

 NETFLIX’S  ‘ RATCHED ‘  SENTENCE  STARTERS . / @huckleberrytm

It was not an event that Genji had ever planned. This was a trip to visit family. It was a trip to celebrate the New Year with his father, his mother, his elder brother and his girlfriend. The celebrations fell close to his older’s brother’s birthday so the trip in reality has also been in celebration of that as well. But it hadn’t stopped Genji’s nerves from being a hot mess.   Despite how close he was to his family bringing Jesse here was so personal. He had been with his boyfriend for almost five years, and Genji was happy. He was beyond happy. Jesse had given him so much that he never could have imagined, he was an inspiration for so much of what he did and Genji hadn’t ever really stopped falling for him. And the days here in Japan just seemed so much warmer despite it being the winter months. He was hopelessly in love with him. Head over heals in love with him.   And here they were now laughing outside after they had tucked themselves away in the hot-springs despite it being winter the pair of them had gotten lost in the waters for a bit of time just nestled with one another. There’s a type of softness that Genji gives to Jesse over and over and over again. None the less he walks with him fingers laced with his. Pausing at Jesse’s words, and he turns to face him expression softer than before.    “My only regret would not being able to spend the rest of my life with you.”  Genji does not often confess such feelings. Despite being as animated as he is, emotions, deep ones are not ones that he confesses to just anyone. He had talked to his brother in the earlier moments of today how to go about saying such matters to Jesse. There’s a deep love, a deep deep soul etched love he has for him. And he can see the look in his eyes when he says it to Jesse, a deep heartfelt look.                  “I want to be with you. I want every part of this.” Genji pauses. Lets himself look at Jesse for what it is. “Whether it be here, or in your home.” He has thought about it many times, he’d give up his nationally to be with this man before him. Genji catches his fingers with Jesse’s for a moment.  “Though I don’t know how you would feel about taking my name or even-”        Jesse for once is speechless but he leans down to kiss Genji instead. Soft and sweet and it rattles the back of his bones, and makes his heart thump heavy in his chest. He breathes out after the part, a little breathless, and are those- Jesse has a few trail marks of tears. He’s crying. He’s crying- “Jesse are you alr-”               He kisses him again, with the same amount of fever and Genji laughs a little bit because he gets it. He understands Jesse. He is crying because he is happy. Because he wants this just as much as Genji wants it. Genji kisses him back briefly once more, and lets his fingers clasp with his. His voice cracks a little bit when he can find his voice again, his fingers curved around Jesse’s frame.

            “I love you.”  Those three words have always been enough.   

[koeii]

Affections were one of those things that you didn’t like to waste. Looking back at it, Hanzo realizes that he had been a hopeless romantic in a sense. Never exposing too much within his blog, but only snippets, fractions of life. Genji had the habit of encouraging him to post small snapshots of Tokyo and other places in Japan, but often a lot of the photos never made the cut. He keeps his personal life out of the internet, Genji from time to time snaps photos of him and lets it rest on his blog, but Genji also is a well known gamer and travels form place to place.     Hanzo gets by decently enough. He translates for a living, a modest life but it’s useful in asian culture knowing the differences and knowing english. he’s got an intership lined up in the states and his things had been packed into storage before he had set out with this flight. over the months prior he had started talking to someone, genji had laughed about it, but hanzo hadn’t. he hadn’t on the account that he’d gotten so close in an instant and things had just sorta clicked into place as far as he was concerned.     none the less that doesn’t stop the aniexty from spiking after a flight that was well over eleven hours, and he is so tired and it’s hot and bright here but he’s going to have to get used to it. Hanzo feels a little out of place all things concerned, but his eyes are also searching for his friend that he’d be staying with for a matter of months. friend is what he had told genji, details were past friends with what they texted one another on a normal basis.                    And Hanzo’s heart just about stops when his eyes catch on him. Not able to move right away or even think, but he’s stating at him. Frozen and not knowing what to say, and how his heart leaps to his throat because he has known this man for less than a year, and here he is at a loss of words seeing him the first time.  “Jesse.” he breathes, aniexty swallowed, slightly. he’s - handsome. his brain says but he can’t help the fact to be frozen in time for a moment because just seeing him, he’d never thought it would happen.     @huckleberrytm  / modern au we talked about.