GOD
I just want him so bad..its like fire pulsing thru my veins I'm so close I can taste it and its driving me insane…I can't sleep..I'm loosing my mind…I want this so bad..I want to move forward I want to get to my Forever!..My next step I want to unblock and feel free…I know i have to go thru some to get to the one I'm meant to be with but have i already gone thru mine? and he has to go thru his?…I under stand its all in your time but I am so ready to be there …I'm ready for my Career and my Kids and my Clients and all around Happiness..I'm ready for the bliss and for the loneliness and the pain to end…I'm so done with all the drama and all the bad things that keep happening to me…i don't understand why they keep getting worse please stop i learned my lesson this last one was defiantly not one i want to repeat again ok!…I am just going to keep positive and keep moving forward as fast as i can and keep doing me..keep doing my stuff and my prayers and exercise and scheduling my photoshoots and doctors appointments and keeping tack of Lupus medications.. And Get all my Tattoo's and Drivers License and Be in School before I meet MFMSMMHITLTARC! He Deserves That and so Do I..I got shit to do i know that…this si just so slow and i just wanna go faster!...