#arispeaks

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i can't even lie, these baseball pics 100% give me dreamland vibes. specifically roso taking these 5011 kids to new york and roman arranging a private tour of yankees stadium. it's for nic, who we know loves and is a baseball player. potentially planned as a thing for him and roman to do together, post nic's depression being diagnosed, but he asks for it to be a fam thing. nic is very family oriented.

i feel like at that point, the og's 2.0 are around, so roman complaining about rashad being there while literally hogging rashad's son. lina flirting with players. tama trying to find out the best clubs to hit up. aria taking selfies galore. roro trying to see what time the new york zoo. koa and kai semi-entertained but also annoyed because all them damn people (their siblings).

also, collab/love anon 🩵 (literally about to answer your ask now, btw 😭), it's also giving roman, shayera, and their son doing one of their first public outings as married and a family. i imagine baby boy being one, maybe it's for his first birthday. roman and baby boy both being gifted with the custom jerseys. 🥺

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i feel like some of yall are trolling with some of these asks ive gotten over the past two or so weeks. if you don't like roman, trust me, i get it, but after a while, the constant negative shit gets old. and im not even referring to that.

just like the, to me, non funny "jokes."

im just gonna not post em atp.

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part two to it kills me is still coming tonight. i'm just running behind with shit, as per usual.

because of course it ended up being 5k+

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7/16 | 11pm

bc this outtake ended up being 4k, so might as well make it part two. also, i hate ya'll.

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meant to post this earlier, but thank ya'll so much for being understanding with my being sick the past two weeks. i still have this stupid cough and should have abs like bianca from how these fucking stomach muscles hurt like a bitch from said coughing, but that's neither here nor there.

all that i am should be up this sunday night. if not sunday, monday night after raw for sure! 🥺🫶🏼

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I love using my cane because it takes roughly 17% of the pressure that causes my pain from each of my legs and places it onto a metal stick. In the short term, there's really no downsides to it. But now that ive been using my cane for almost 2 years, (and only within the past 6 months have I started receiving medical treatment for my pain) ive started feeling some of the long term effects of cane use. Mainly, numbness in my hand from the huge amount of pressure im putting through my arm into the cane to relieve my debilitating ankle pains. The result: two feet that still hurt a lot and now my hand's numb. But my feet hurt slightly less! And I switch hands from time to time, but one hand is clearly stronger than thr other.

The main point of this post is actually about the learning curve I faced when having to reconsider how I hold objects with only 1 hand. It took about 3 months of use while working 2 jobs to get the hang of it. I learned to hold things up to my chest to not drop them, (and to not break my nails!) Im always aware of movable storage solutions (shopping carts, boxes, a cutting board, plates, bags, baskets). Sometimes there's no way around a two handed task. So i bought a self standing cane tip for $10usd. Its since broken down considerably from walking on rought terrain and improper usage on my part, so to keep it up I have to step on it a bit, but im able to preform 2 handed tasks in place!

Shaking people's hands always annoys me. Sometimes i get nervous and go in with a left hand shake, not usually well recieved. Either that, or I have to stop walking completely, step on my cane and then raise my hand to shake which can take an awkward second >:[

Theres a lot of little differences you can make in ur life to live an easier one handed life.

Instead of cleaning with a paper towel and spray cleaner, try using a sanitizing wipe (less object switching)

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ill post the scrapped scene from "it kills me" later tonight. i didn't realize how long it actually is (2k), but it ends abruptly so i have to finish it off first.

also, thank you for those who sent asks for it! imma go with @mackfinstathrowitback ask, but i appreciate yall down 🥺💖

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roman with a custom saints jersey, repping my team. never thought i'd see it, but i love it here. annnndddd this is the first thing i see opening ig???? this is how i win this week. 😭